Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Trusting Kate!!

                                                                   Chapter 6...

 

                                                 Anabelle's POV_ Point Of View!!

Its been 2 weeks since the day I puked the food back up 2 weeks since I've been adopted, I'm still very scared and fearful of them and I do not trust them I will never trust them ever, I just know that they will hurt me, I'm just so confused though I mean why haven't they hurt me yet not that I want to be hurt but  all I've done is cause them pain, stress and trouble yet all they do is smile and tell me its fine, I don't understand I mean I refuse to eat, I hurt my wrist, had a panic attack, locked myself in my closet, broke a glass and I puked, I just don't get it I mean I'm pretty sure its all a act but wouldn't they have given that up by now I'm just really confused.         These past 2 weeks have really not been that interesting I try and keep my distance from Seth he scares me the most, I've gotten closer to Kate No I don't trust nor will I ever cause I still know that both of them will hurt me, its just when you have to live here not allowed to stay in my room for but a couple hours in the day and at night I tend to talk a little to Kate, I don't really talk to Seth unless he asks a question or something like I said he scares me the most, and they know that I starve myself I was hoping I could keep it a secret from them a bit longer, they have been stern about me eating mainly Seth though but he doesn't know that I have been tricking them into thinking that I am eating, How you ask?, well I take a bite of the food then when they are not looking spit it out and sneak it in my pocket but I usually only do that with 15 bites or so I can't fit the whole plate in my pockets, so yup that's it for now...

   Right now I'm in the living room watching TV, Kate and Seth went to the store for groceries I sigh this show is so boring and dumb I thought as I change the channel, I got bored of the TV which had a bunch of dumb and boring shows, so I go upstairs into my room I get my drawing notebook and pencils out I sit on the window sill looking out the window, I see a beautiful tree with vines running up it and bushes surrounding it, I start to draw it feeling at peace when I'm drawing drawing is my one passion its the one thing that makes me feel at peace and maybe even a little happy, I was shading the tree when my door burst open I snap my head up in fright I see Seth and Kate there looking  relieved and worried.

        "Ana there you are, we got worried when we didn't see you downstairs" Seth said, I frown what did they think I would run away or something?, I stay silent.                  "Well um are you okay?' Kate asked worry in her voice, I furrow my eyebrows together and nodded, I'm seriously getting tired of there act just give it up and beat me already not that I want that but its better than this act.          

       "Um..well we got pizza lets go eat" Seth said, I sigh how am I supposed to sneak pieces of pizza into my pockets??? I thought to myself.            "I'm not hungry" I say quietly  he gives me a stern disapproving look I flinch.                     "Seth you go down and get get the plates and all ready, we will be down in a minute" Kate said, he sighs but nodded and walks out, Kate comes and sits beside me, I flinched and tensed up she sighs in sadness.

      "When will you trust us? we won't hurt you" She spoke softly sadness in her voice I bite my lip, I kinda feel bad but she's faking it right??.               "I'm sorry" I murmur quietly.                  "Its okay its just that its been two weeks you know and I just thought that you would trust us by now" She said sadness in her voice tears were welling up in her eyes, I sigh she is not making it easy I can't trust her I can't trust anyone ever, I looked down at my unfinished drawing.                "Sorry" I muttered quietly, she smiled softly.               "Its okay sweetie, I know its hard for you, now lets go eat" She said standing up, I sigh I don't want to eat but I stand and walk out with her, we go to the table we're Seth is sitting waiting, I tensed up  as I always do when I see him I sit down and Kate sits beside me, they start to eat there pizza while I stare at it biting the Inside of my cheek my stomach churning.