Save Me!! (Slow updates)

Nightmare!

Chapter 20!

I bolt up straight in bed sweating from head to toe, tears rolling down my face, my hair was clinging to my sweaty forehead, breathing hard and my heart racing. I release a muffled scream my hand was covered over my mouth as I let a sob out. Even though my depression and everything else has gotten better  my memories and nightmares have not decreased no matter how much I try to get them to leave and no matter how much I want them to go away.

I take my cover off and slipped out of my sleeping bag, Hannah and I had taken the floor of my bedroom to sleep on and Belly had taken the bed. Thank goodness I didn't wake them when I had screamed from my nightmare. Standing up I walk out of the room quietly as to not wake the girls.

After everyone had got here I introduced everyone, then Kate, Seth and Parker's and Hannah's parents had to leave. They left a set of rules along with enough money for food and etc., Then after that we had lunch we ordered pizza because we all were to lazy to cook. After we had ate Hannah, Ashton and myself all hung out and played the Wii and the Xbox  by the way I rock at call of duty just saying I beat both of there butts and it was my first time playing call of duty, I think it hurt Ash and his small ego to know that a girl who never played call of duty beat him, poor Ash. Isabelle and Parker hung out the whole day they seemed to get along great so Parker left me  alone which I was grateful for. Then we ate dinner and headed to bed Ash and parker had there own rooms so it was just me and the girls sharing my room. 

I slowly and quietly walked down the stairs not wanting to wake anyone from there sleep. Wiping at some of my stray tears as I think back to my dream it was different from my other ones, I mean it was still something that happened to me in my past but this time it was of... Aiden and I haven't had a dream of him in over a month I'm blaming it on Parker being here that it sparked the memory of Aiden. The dream itself was horrid it was of the first time Aiden raped me.. I usually never dream of when I got raped I try to never think of such horrifying things in my past, I don't like to think about how I got my innocence ripped away from me at such a young age.

I walk into the kitchen and turn the light on to see Parker sitting on one of the stools with a coffee mug in his hand, his arm slung over the counter, his head resting on his arm sideways, mouth open slightly. And he was sleeping like a baby , I stifle a laugh at how ridiculous and cute he looks when he's asleep hey just because  I may be afraid of him doesn't mean I can't admire his looks. Besides I like Ash and nothings going to change that. I take my phone out snapping a photo. Oh my god I could so blackmail him with this one day if I ever need to.

I clear my throat trying to wake him with no such luck, he releases a quiet snore how cute.

"Parker" I spoke trying to wake him he stirs a bit but stayed asleep. "Parker wake up" I said louder this time he groaned but again stayed fast asleep  I groaned glaring at his sleeping form, darn you Parker. "Parker wake your butt up now before I dump cold water on you" I sternly said loudly he jolts awake sitting up and looking around confused furrowing his eyebrows together I chuckle and get two mugs down from the cabinet to make some hot tea.

"Why am I out here?" He asked I turn my head to look at him and chuckle at his confused expression. "I don't know I just came down here and saw you sleeping on the counter, I just figured it wasn't comfortable sleeping like that so I woke you" I said simply he nodded seeming deep in thought I turn back around to continue making the tea.   "Oh I know now, I came in here for some coffee to clear my head because I couldn't sleep and I must've fallen asleep out here" he said I nodded not really caring as I was tensing now that he was awake and talking, I started to breathe through my nose sharply to keep myself from panicking. I finished making the hot tea and turned around handing him his cup he looks up at me surprised as he takes ahold of the mug of hot tea and takes a sip then smiles at me gratefully showing me his white teeth. I force a smile in return to him,