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CHAPTER EIGHT
When I woke, the room felt eerie and there were streams of bright sunlight that lit the room. I was in a confused, frustrated state after my nights sleep. For once, I remembered my dream. I was one of those people that could have an extremely in depth dream or nightmare about something, feel everything that happened, but then when I awaken it was totally forgotten. Not today though.
The dream was marvellous, and I had enjoyed it thoroughly. But it was also irritating because it left me unsatisfied. I had been in that nirvana again, where everything was peaceful with a golden glow. And again, just like last time, I had been in pursuit of finding something at the end of the path. The path seemed to be never ending and my surroundings remained un changed. But it was what I saw that left me perplexed. This time I had got further down the path and nearer to the girl in the white dress. And to my astonishment it wasn't red hair that I saw. It was beautiful, long blonde hair that swayed from left to right, and I was sure that it resembled Merissa's hair.. I was sure that it was Merissa! But I never got close enough to know..
I really needed to see Merissa. I missed her. It sounded pathetic.. It was pathetic! The fact that I needed to see the girl that I was besotted with, who firstly I had never spent any proper time with and secondly probably didn't feel the same, no definitely didn't feel the same, was just plain crazy! That didn't matter to me though. I didn't care if she didn't feel the same. Even if she rejected me completely (it would hurt me terribly) I would still rather have that and her company than nothing at all. It was Monday - thank God! The working week for many had begun, therefore I would get the chance to see Merissa.
I had luckily had a very nice awakening and I felt refreshed after a rich nights sleep. I looked in the mirror and was pleased to see that the sleep had paid off. My panda eyes were long gone and I looked good! I glimpsed at my clock that was ticking almost soundlessly away in the background and saw that it was only eight thirty. Merissa wouldn't be here until at least ten o'clock. That gave me time to relax and get myself sorted.. Before anything else though, I had to shower! I had been so shattered last night that I didn't even shower before bed, which never happened.
I took my time in the shower, carefully shaving my legs as it was a nice, sunny day and so as a result, I was getting my legs out - For Merissa of course. I was going to dress up today. I don't care if I look desperate, because I am! I am desperate to impress her.. To catch her eye.. To have her! I believed that if I tried hard enough, I could achieve the first.. Two? Maybe.. But the way I wanted to impress her or catch her eye would not resemble the way she would.. The feelings would be different. Her feelings would be innocent, unknowing to what I wish she felt. And the latter, well that wasn't going to happen! Have her. Haha.. I wish! But hey, a girl can dream right?
I got out the shower and saw that it was quarter past nine. Hmm, still quite a bit of time. I slipped on some girl boxers and a sexy lace bra and made my way downstairs. My parents were out and so it was just me, Tia.. And about ten body guards. That's without including all the house staff. I'm not bothered. Whatever. They can look! It's my bloody house and I'm sick of having to tread carefully.. Everyone should be entitled to walk around in the nude in their house! So wearing underwear wasn't exactly pushing the boat out was it?
When I got to the kitchen, there was no cook to greet me with the intoxicating smell of bacon and egg wrapped in freshly baked white bread.. No, I was greeted by a hungry silence. Fine, whatever. I did get up much earlier than usual today. So what could I expect? The staff weren't psychic and how could they have known that I would be up almost three hours earlier than my usual time? Of course they weren't to know.
