Stronger than before...

Sashas past

"I knew you were smart"

The words rang over and over in my head as I turned onto my back and let out a sigh. Today has been a tough day, from hiding the key to learning about the virus going around. Then having to tell Bella and being confronted by Sasha.

Sasha had made a deal with me, I had to get her the key to the fence and get her a gun. Either I did that or she would tell about Daniel.

I personally thought it was stupid though. I mean she's part of the council If she wants a gun she can take one- or if she wants to leave the prison she can on her own freewill.

Anyway my day consisted of getting the key back, which was super easy. But the hard part was when I had to sneak into the gun room, the door had a huge lock on it so no one could get in.

I had to wait the whole day in the library until everyone got back from the run. Then I had to wait for the exact moment someone left the door open long enough for me to sneak in there, and when I got in there I grabbed the smallest gun in sight, which had happened to be a pistol and then grabbed a couple of bullets before anyone saw me.

The rest of the day I spent in my room reading and regretting every decision I had made leading up to that moment.

I went to bed super early, skipping dinner. Bella had come back later and not said a word to me as she climbed up to her bunk.

Carl had tried to talk to me a couple times today but I brushed him off not wanting to get him involved. Maggie had stopped by after dinner, but I faked being asleep.

I hated this, I hated betraying the people who took me in, who fed me, who cared for me.

The partly loaded gun and key sat in my bag under my bed, Sasha was coming to my cell after breakfast to get them.

What if this was a trick? What if they come looking for the gun tomorrow and find it in my bag? What would they do? Kick me out? Move me to Block D?

I let out another sigh and turned to my side. I can't wait until this is all over.

I woke up to Bella hitting me with her pillow.

"Get up" she said

I groaned and sat up on the bed.

"Breakfast has already started" She said "you can't keep skipping meals people are worrying"

"Sorry" I said as I got up and got ready "what people?"

"Uh well there's Carl, Carol, Glenn, Daryl and definitely Maggie" she said "Maggie started asking me all these questions at dinner on if I had saw you after your chat with Sasha and Glenn had to make her calm down"

"Oh" I said as I tied my shoes

"I have to ask" she started "What happened with Sasha?"

"We just ate breakfast" I lied

"Where were you the rest of the day then?" She asked

"Library" I said as I stood up "let's go"

She nodded and led the way, when we got out there the line was small and most of the tables were taken.