Stronger than before...

I'm In.

"Shit!" Someone screamed

A gun went off multiple times, I heard screams from what seemed like women.

My assumption was that they found Roger. He must've turned.

It had took them a while, Lily had already came in for dinner not too long ago.

I don't know what scared me worse, not feeling an ounce of guilt for killing Roger, or for feeling satisfaction.

I still remember the first day I met him, I knew I would hate him forever. He grabbed my arm in the forest, and called me sweet pea. I remember breaking his nose, only to be returned by him kidnapping me and giving me a concussion.

So yeah I was happy he was dead. No one calls me sweet pea.

No one but Lee.

Goddamn. He would be so disappointed in me right now.

I didn't like to think about it, but that's all I could do in this room.

•SEVEN HOURS LATER•

"Get up!" Lily said in a low raspy voice.

I slowly got up from where I was laying and made my way out of the cell.

Lily grabbed me by my arm and practically drug me to the cafeteria.

Once we made it in we saw Negan doing his big speech. Lily pushed us to the front on the crowd.

"You see, Roger didn't have the balls to kill himself" Negan began "He was murdered, by one of our very own"

I looked around the room, I saw Daryl not to far away from where I'm standing, he was holding a mop.

I looked over to where Claudia and some more of Negans wives were standing.

Claudia and I made eye contact and she gave me a small head nod.

"Now what I find funny is that they found one of Doctor Carsons medical instrument with his carcass" Negan said "Well that means it obviously can't be him... he can't be that stupid"

I was nervous, was he about to punish someone who didn't do it? As long as they were a Savior it was fine. I could live with myself then.

Negan started walking around with Lucille until he got to me.

This was it. How the hell did he know it was me? I was so careful.

Was I about to get my face ironed off? Or Lucilled?

"Oh Lily" Negan said

Wait what? He suspected Lily? Holy shit...

"Were you that pissed at me for hurting your little ex Dwight?" Negan asked with a chuckle.

"It wasn't me..." Lily said shocked "I didn't do this"

"Wow I'd never thought you'd stoop so low" Negan said "You know how I hate liars"

"I-I'm not lying" Lily stuttered

"Really?" Negan asked "Cause I have eye witnesses, and trust me, my wives wouldn't lie"

Claudia did this? Why would she blame Lily out of all people?

"Clem hold this" Negan said as he handed me Lucille.

I took the bat by the end and held it in my hand. I felt my heart sink in my chest as I remembered the events of that night.

The memories of watching Tyler get murdered with this bat rang through my head.