Stronger than before...

Goodbye

~6 Days since moving into Block D~

"Bella I was able to get you some water, Hershel said he'll be by soon to give you some meds" I said as I came into the cell

"Thanks" Bella said before coughing out some more blood

It had been 6 days since I moved into block D and I hadn't been getting better at all.

I had no appetite anymore and when I did eat I could barley keep the food down. I hadn't slept in 2 days and I was coughing out blood.

Bella on the other hand was way worse, she can't keep any food down, she was constantly coughing and puking blood, sweating and getting chills, and having terrible headaches.

The worse part was that we were all out of meds, Hershel had ran out of them 3 days ago.

Daryl, Michonne and a few other people were suppose to go out on a run yesterday and see if they could find any, but they haven't returned yet.

I was scared- no that was an understatement, I was terrified. Bella and I were getting sicker by the day and I wasn't sure how long either of us had left.

"Dinner!" Someone screamed from downstairs

I ignored them and collapsed on to the bed, I was exhausted. Everytime I tried to sleep I would just end up tossing and turning in my bed for a few hours until I gave up.

"C-Clem?" Said Bella

"Yeah?" I asked

"When's Hershel coming?" She asked

"Soon" I lied

I hated lying to Bella, but I-I just couldn't tell her the truth.

My thoughts were interrupted by blood falling to the ground next to me and hitting my arm a little bit.

I quickly got up and climbed to the top bunk to check on Bella as she continued puking out blood. I helped her get on her side so she didn't choke on it.

She continued puking for a few more seconds and when she was finished she was gasping for breathe.

She looked terrible, she was super pale, she had bags under her eyes and she was sweating like crazy.

I handed her some water and she took a big gulp.

"I... I can't...do this anymore" she said in between breathes as her eyes started getting watery

"Your gonna be fine Bella" I said

"No" she said in a weak shaky voice "I'm going to die... Just like my dad"

My heart sunk.

"No your not" I said "Bella you can survive this... Your strong"

She shook her head no.

"No I'm not..." She said as tears started coming out "I'm not strong enough to survive this"

"Bella..." I said as I started crying too

"Maybe it's better this way... I ruin everything I touch" she said