The Suicidal Girl

•Eighteen•

|| Ryan's POV ||

I wake up in my boxers and some chick laying up against me. I sit up with an aching pain springing through my body. Shit, did I do what I think I did..? I need to tell Addie..
I got up, grabbing my clothes and taking an Advil. I walk out the door and into my car, I should text Addison.

Ryan😍❤️: Addison.. I need to talk to you. So please call me as soon as you can.. And Addie? I'm so sorry for being an idiot.

Alright Ryan, breathe. In.. Out.. In.. Out *ding* Calm down Ryan. Can't have an anxiety attack while driving..
I get to my house and walk upstairs to my room.

Addieee😍: Uhm, sure. Just call me when you can. And Ryan, it's okay. You're not an idiot, I love you.

But I am an idiot. Deep breaths. Just call her, and tell her. It's better sooner than later. Tell her later, it'll be even worse. Okay.

One ring. Two rings. Three rings. "Ryan? Are you okay?" Oh her beautiful voice filled with concern.. I'm about to hear it break, aren't I?
"Addison, I just wanted to tell you this now. Because I know if I wait long then it'll be worse for me and you.. and I hate hurting you. But.. last night I was at a party with some friends.." I hear her clear her throat.. "A-and Hunter got me to play some game where you take a shot every time you lose.. I-I lost obviously because I suck at games." Her laugh.. Gorgeous. "Well I got wasted and I don't remember anything after that. But I do know that I woke up in my boxers with some chick laying up against me. I'm so sorry Addison, I don't know what I did but I regret ever playing that dumb game." The other end was quiet for what felt like forever..
"I..I don't know what to say right now. Other than thank-you, for telling me now instead of w-waiting. I understand it was a mistake and you regret it. It does hurt, but I forgive you. Just please.. b-be more careful."
With every word she said I could feel her shaking, I could feel my heart breaking. God, I'm an idiot. How can I do this? Hurt the person I love? "I love you Addison. I promise to be more careful. I hate hurting you. I don't plan on doing that ever again."
I could feel her smiling "Good. I love you. Now get some rest babe." She hangs up and I fall asleep.

|| Shane's POV ||

I heard Addison's conversation. Well, I heard her side. But it sounded like he did some dumbass thing at a party or something. If anything, she should've dumped him. "So, what was that? And are you crying?"
She glared up at me, "That was nothing. And no, I'm not. I'm just tired because you made me stay up late with you. Now please, go away."
Grumbling, I go back down stairs. Why is she with this guy? Ugh. I bet he fucked some girl and got wasted. Probably just did it because he doesn't care for Addison. Well I care for her. She's amazing, and he's annoying. She will be mine one day.

|| Addison's POV ||

What Ryan told me hurt me a lot, but it did make me feel better that he told me what happened as soon as he could. It's sweet and makes me feel like he really does care about me. I know I probably shouldn't trust him or something now, but I just do. It's like a natural instinct when it comes to him. Why wouldn't you trust him? He's the most honest person you'd ever meet. He keeps your secrets. He tells things that you need to know.

He's just amazing. I'm glad he's mine.