The Suicidal Girl

• Twenty •

|| Addison's POV ||

I couldn't believe Shane, using that as an excuse. I was ready to forgive and forget. I plugged my phone into my aux, and played music. "Blaming your actions on pills, please. I don't believe that for a second." I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling while the music blared on. Eventually I fell asleep.

I woke up to my alarm going off. "Mmmmm." I turned it off, and got up to go shower, this was my last day until I was able to go back to school. Not like I missed it, I just missed having people to hangout with. I turned the faucet to warm and jumped into the shower. I quickly washed my hair, and got back out, heading to my room I get dressed in gray joggers and an alien muscle tee.

"ADDISON, SHANE! DOWNSTAIRS PLEASE!" Oh, great. Travis must be here. Shane and I walk downstairs, avoiding eye contact. Once we reach the bottom, I see Travis, and his new girlfriend. Yayyy. Smiling, "Good morning Travis." He looks at me and smiles back, "Morning, so who are these two?" My mum replies, "This is Shane, and his father - my husband, Thomas." Travis held out his hand to dad, "Well nice to meet you Thomas, may I call you Tom?" Dad shakes his hand, "I'd rather you not." Travis nods, and looks at Shane, then me. "So my girl and I have to go do some shopping while we are here. Just came to drop off the bags, what time will dinner be at?" I look at mum who mumbles "Six." Travis nods and leads his girlfriend out.

"Whelp, Shane you can get their bags, I will be up my room." I run up the stairs before there was any rebuttal, and got on my computer to catch up on my YouTube videos. After a few hours, I go downstairs to make some lunch and sit on the couch." I decided to find an interesting TV show to watch.

ding

I reach for my phone to see who texted me. Lucky me, it was Ryan.

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍❤️

Hey baby, I hope you're having a wonderful day. I'm sorry if we don't talk much, I just have a lot of tests today. Talk to you soon!!

To: Ryan😍❤️
From: Addieee😍

Hey, no worries love. Just text when you can!

I finally find something interesting to watch, I wasn't sure what it was called, but it was entertaining. After about an hour, mum walked into the kitchen to get started on dinner.

"What's for dinner?"
"Travis' favorite, steak."
I rolled my eyes, "How long is he gonna be here?" My mum sighs, "Only for the weekend." I nod, not too bad I guess. "Well I'm gonna go out for a bit, may I borrow your car?" I ended the question with a big smile. She nods and continues cooking dinner. I grab her keys and run out the door. I start the car, and call Lydia.

"Hey, wanna hang out? I can pick you up?"
"Sure! I'll send you my address. See you soon!"
After she sends me her address I went to pick her up. "Hey Lydia, what do you wanna do?" She puts on her seatbelt, "Hmm, the mall?" I nod, and head that way, luckily it wasn't a long drive. We arrive, and head inside. I decided to let Lydia take the lead. "So, how's school?" She shrugs, "It's fine, I guess. I'm glad I joined closer to the end of the year." I chuckle, "Yeah, I believe we have a month left. Can't wait." I smile big, thinking of the possibilities this summer. Lydia nudges me, "You and Ryan plan on meeting?" Blushing, I shrug, "Maybe. Guess we will find out."

After a few hours of window shopping, my mom texted me to come home. "We should head out, I've got dinner soon." Lydia nodded, and I took her home. Once I got home, I went upstairs to change into something more decent for our guests tonight.

I went downstairs, and sat at the table to find everyone was waiting for me. Everyone was quiet for a minute until dad spoke up, "So how was everyone's day? Shane?" We all turned towards Shane, who just shrugged. Then dad called me, "I had a good day, I hung out with Lydia for a bit." Shane's head lifted, "Isn't she the new girl?" I nodded, "Dad, how was yours?" Everyone went around the table talking about their day.

Eventually I finished my plate and got up to wash it off, then headed up to my room. For a while I rewatched old YouTube videos until I fell asleep.