The Suicidal Girl

•Fifteen•

|| Ryan's POV ||

Shane makes me so pissed. First he touches my baby. Then says he likes her. After I asked her to be mine. He needs to back up and learn what he's getting into. Addison is mine, No one else's. I love her with all my heart. And I'm not losing her to him. Or anyone.

|| Shane's POV ||

Who is she with? Ryan? Please. I'm better than he is. I'm nice. I help her. And I'm right here. While he's in California. They won't last long. They can't do the things couples do. They'll last two months tops.

|| Addison's POV ||

I wake up and sigh. Ugh. This week is SO slow.I just want it to be over with. I have nothing to do because I'm suspended and everyone else is busy at school. I guess I'll just watch something on Netflix.

I went to the kitchen to make popcorn. While it was in the microwave I walked into the living room, putting Netflix on the tv and looked for something to watch. I decided to watch Scream since I haven't seen it before. The microwave beeped so I got up and went to get it. I grabbed it the popcorn and went to the living room, pressing play.

•After Movie•

My phone was blown up with messages during the movie because I didn't feel like answering anyone. I had 4 messages from Shane, 5 from Ryan, 39 from the group chat. I ignored the group chat and read the ones from Shane.

To: Addison

From: Shane.

Hey, you awake?

To: Addison

From: Shane.

Addison?

To: Addison

From: Shane.

Answer me...

To: Addison

From: Shane.

ADDISON PAIGE

Jesus child, would you leave me alone? Ugh. I went through my messages with Ryan.

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍❤️

Good morning baby, have a nice day cx

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍❤️

Call me when you can princess❤️

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍😍

I'm sorry if I wake up you up or bother you, but I wanted to say I love you😍😍

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍❤️

And you're so gorgeous☺️

To: Addieee😍
From: Ryan😍❤️

And I am beyond happy you are mine.😍😍😍❤️

I texted him back of course cx

To: Ryan😍❤️
From: Addieee😍

Hey babe, I love you too and you're so perfect😍😍

I got up off the couch, going to my room, putting my phone on the charger and walking to my closet. I picked out my Black Veil Brides muscle shirt with my red bandeau and skeleton leggings with my rose converse. I then put eye liner, some mascara and pink lipstick on, leaving my hair natural. I got my phone and wallet, taking Shane's keys and drove to the mall.

I got to the mall and smiled to myself, the one place I can go and feel normal. I, of course, walked to Hot Topic first, they were playing a song my 5SOS, I softly sang along as I walk straight to the guy section for some band shirts. I found a Sleeping With Sirens shirt and My Chemical Romance shirt, I grabbed them and went to the check out.

After walking out I heard a voice say "Yeah, I heard she's suspended for telling off a teacher." I stopped but slowly started walking again until I heard "Wow, thinks she's some bad ass, does she?" I turned around to see Brooke and Madison, they gave me a look as I sighed, turning around. I walked around for a bit until I saw Journey's. As you would've guess, I walked in and had a conversation with my friend, Ricky. We had small talk while I tried on some shoes. Ricky said some girls were staring at me so I turned around to see Brooke and Madison again. Are they seriously following me?

"Uhm, yeah Ricky, I'll buy these." I flustered, pointing to the grey vans. He frowned "Okay, go to the cashier, I'll be right back." I nodded and went to pay or the shoes. As I was about to turn and walk out, Ricky was talking to them. Fuck... I walk up to Ricky. "Hey Ric, what's going on?" He looks at me and smiles, "I was just telling these two kids to leave you alone and that they should get a life." I laugh and shake my head, "Oh Ric, you have a way with words. Well I got the shoes I wanted, I'll see ya later." He nods as I walk away. I look at the time "4:36 pm"

I smiled and sighed, walking back to the car and driving home, listening to Sleeping With Sirens and arriving home. I walk in to see Shane pissed. My eyes widen as he looks at me stomping his way towards me...