bully boy. // on hold

Chapter 6

6. Not so good Memories.
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( Rianna's P.O.V )
We slept soundly in Sam's dorm after having our Chipotle. I slept with Sam and Max slept on a bunker next to her bed. By around 8:47 or something, Max woke me up saying that he had to leave. We didn't wake up Sam. I sent him off downstairs. As sleepy me came back to the room, I found Sam crying.

"Sam! What happened? Are you okay?" I was concerned as I saw her sitting up on her bed crying heavily.

"Did you have a nightmare or any bad dreams?" "No...I...don't....knnooww....wwhat.....happened...." She said crying very badly. According to my psychology classes, I think I know what happens.

Panic attacks. Sam had panic attacks.

I didn't think it was right to say that fact to her now. But before I could think of another thing to say , she spoke up.

"Uggh! It must be the Panic attacks again. Stupid thing." I could literally see her shivering as hell. But the important thing was.... Sam had panic attacks? And she never said it to me??

"Im sorry Ri. I've never said you guys any of these stuff. I suffer from panic attacks and anxiety. I've also had panic disorder and depression.... I'm..so..sorry I've never... said this to you... Please don't tell Max. It's between you and me. Okay? Please?"

I couldn't say anything but hug her. I pulled her into a tight, comforting hug and asked her forget about everything that has happened. It's hard. I know but at least she had to try. I had to take good care of her. It's been only a week, but now, she's precious to me.
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(Sam's P.O.V)
Ugghh! I got my fuckin panic attacks again. This is so bloody annoying. I even scared Ri to death. I never wanted this to return.

After an hour or so of comforting, Ri had to go back to her dorm. So I was left all alone again. It was 9:53 and I was still pretty tired with all the pills I had to take.

I plugged in my iPhone to my blue and black BeatsPill and cranked up the latest One Direction album, Made In The A.M. You have no idea how awesome History and Never enough are.

As I was drowning into sleep in my Avengers cover, I heard the door open. But I was not conscious enough to turn and look who it was. Anyway, I knew it was either Max, Ri or Hayes. Max and Ri just left. So it must have been Hayes.

With great difficulty, I saw him in a glance with the corner of my eye. I don't know why, but I think I was having a killer deja vu.

I don't what the hell was I thinking, but I think I've seen him somewhere. But I didn't bother to take the initiative to get up and have a look. All I knew was that he left some note under my speaker and turned down the volume of my speaker from 45 to 23 or something.

I was too lazy AND sleepy to get up and see him. After he kept the note, he went out. Again.

As he closed the door, my eyes shut tight into a deep sleep. (and I must say that the pills were doing their job pretty seriously.) But I was sure that the first thing that I would check when I wake up was his note.
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