I don't know where to go, what to do, or who to trust at this very point.
It seems like there's nowhere to go and settle in. There is nothing to do. There is no one that you can count on at moments like this when you are so broken and way more than vulnerable and you feel like you're about to break at any moment soon.
Even though I was having troubles presently, there was one thing I have to do and that is to get away from this place, from them.
I reluctantly packed my bags and picked up everything I would need. Do I even know what I am doing? No, absolutely not. I am growing mad at this moment and the longer I stay in here, the more I would get close to my breaking point. I won't wait for that moment to come.
My phone is blowing up with messages. Half comes from my boyfriend—no, ex-boyfriend, actually—and the other half from my best friend. I ignored it. No one, as in no one, would be able to stop me with whatever I have in my head.
The only problem now, is that nothing was actually in my head. I have 0% plans.
Ignoring the reluctance I was actually feeling, I grabbed the bags I packed and my necessities and climbed down from the balcony. My mother locked me in, seeing that the damn door of my room locks from the outside. But no one can outsmart me.
With a broken heart, a restless mind and an angry emotion on call, I hopped in my car and roared it to life, then drove at the fastest rate I have driven my car in my whole life then my phone starts ringing like crazy again.
The small device that I remember I placed in the dashboard wasn't in the dashboard. It kept ringing and it was annoying. I tried to search for the damned thing and keep on tapping on everything my hand would past through.
My tear-filled eyes weren't much of a help either, seeing that 60% of my vision is getting blurred because of the tears. Just when I tapped on the sleek metal that happens to be my phone, the place was filled with too much brightness and noise.
The next thing I knew, my car and I were fleeing freely towards something. The bags and some of my other materials were up in the air in the surroundings of my car and I was screaming for dear life. My car hits a large tree and everything was just as wrecked as you can imagine.
The loud high frequency sound effect rings in my head. My head hurts, and I was sure that I could feel blood spilling from a slit. Everything was blurred one second, then the other, everything just went black and I was left almost dying in my wrecked car.
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I hereby present you AMNESIAC! GAH! I'm excited for you bc this book is finished and my best friend read it and said it was rad. I don't know if she said that to console me or whatnot, but yolo.
Picture provided is Bethany Mota, she'll play as Andromeda. :) Happy reading!
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Amnesiac
Fanfiction"Not everything is known by memory, sometimes, foreign feelings are familiar sensations in our hearts." - Anonymous