Shallow Love

smoke and fire

Our love is running into a burning building.
Our love is scattered ash with a burnt up feeling.
Feel the heat so we started running.
You know you saw it coming,
But the memories are still in my mind
Burning like smoke and fire.

Cidney's POV

"i hate him" i whimpered holding sammy close.

"that fucking cheating bastard hurt my girl" he grit his teeth.

"i think he forgot that your not with him. he can't hurt you like that anymore" he clenched his jaw.

he unwrapped himself from me and got up.

"where are you going?" i asked sitting up.

"to talk to him" he slipped shoes on.

"let me go with you" i said getting up.

"no" he put his sweatshirt on.

"please sammy?" i asked standing up myself.

i had already quickly gotten over my emotional moment.

"your staying here" he walked out of the bedroom.

"all i need is a coat and some shoes" i looked at him going down the stairs.

"i'll be back" i watched him walk out of the door.

i went back to the bedroom and put on my sweatshirt and shoes.

i don't listen.

i went downstairs and left to follow him.

he has the car..

i'll do something.

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i looked at sammy talking to one of the people i now hate most.

"the fuck happend to you man!" sammy frowned.

"nothing, i found someone better than her" he said.

sammy walked away and that's when i went up there and stared him right in the face.

"who?" I asked.

"cidney i told you to stay!" sammy yelled.

"well i guess i'm the only one she listens to huh? and who? cidney almost every other girl out here." jack answered.

ooh. lord jesus help me.

i slapped him harder than anyone else.

"ok i'm done" i turned away and walked down the stairs.

"fuck you" jack held his red cheek.

"you wish" i laughed continuing to walk.

"got em" sammy smiled waving at jack.

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"that bitch got some nerve" talasia rolled her eyes.

"that's why i slapped him!" my fingers traced the lines on my palm.

"anyways there's my problems, let's hear about your life" i looked at her.

"j is taking me somewhere special tonight" and smiled.

"a bedroom?" i asked making her hit me.

"no! he didn't tell me though" i could tell she started to imagine.

sammy walked downstairs and waved at talasia.

"aye sammy" she waved back.

"jj called triple date" sammy laughed looking at his phone.

"who's three?" i asked already guessing.

jac-

"jack and madison" he sighed.

"what time?" talasia asked.

"7:30" sammy responded.

the cliché "i'll pick you up at 7:30 babe."

"alright" talasia looked at me for an answer.

"i'll go" i sighed.

but i don't want to.

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i sat down at the table next to sammy and watched everyone else sit.

the first person i looked at was jack.

his arm was wrapped securely around madison.

"jj gimme that fork" sammy put his hand out.

"code?" jj asked with a smirk.

sammy returned the smirk, "i know where you and your significant other live" he stated.

he handed sammy the fork.

"thought it was please but that works too" talasia chuckled.

madjson opened her mouth as if to speak but closed it as jack whispered something in her ear.

she smiled and rested her head on his shoulder.

i felt a hand on my thigh, and looked up at sammy who had both hand's up in the air telling a story.

i looked at Jack who then mouthed 'think again' while now rubbing my thigh.

i moved it off calmly, trying not to draw attention.

i want to smack it.

his hand hit my knee, then his fingers tricked up to the bottom of my dress.

so this is how he cheated on me..

i grabbed his hand and took it off in the same manner as before.

'stop it' i mouthed at him.

he smirked, 'you love it.'

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i sat in my bed completely alone, imagining what jack could've kept doing if i hadn't stopped him.

it would be wrong if i said i wanted it but it would be a lie if u said i didn't.

the doorbell rang.

sammy has the keys he doesn't need to ring the doorbell.

i went downstairs and stared at the door.

the doorbell rang again.

i opened the  door and there he stood with that same smirk.

"why are you here?" I asked.

jack gently pushed me back inside and closed the door behind himself.

he held and gripped onto my hands tightly, bringing me upstairs.

"ja"-"Shhh" he cut me off making me frown.

this soon led to the bedroom.

he have another gentle push which landed me on the bed.

he closed and locked the door.

"no, sammy would kill the both of us" i gave him a serious look.

"sammy doesn't need to know. he won't, unless you tell him" jack started to crawl ontop of me.

his hand landed on my hips.

"this hasn't happened in a while huh?" he asked.

"what are you talking about!" i yelled.

"now you'll know how they felt too"

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I'll just be super calm. I suck and don't tell me I don't, because I definitely do.