Shallow Love

pillowtalk

Climb on board
We'll go slow and high tempo
Light and dark
Hold me hard and mellow.

cidney's pov

i've been in this chair for one whole night now.

doctors said that in a couple of hours he would be in this room with me.

he's not.

i'm slowly leaning into a state of insanity.

i told him nothing he wanted to hear.

it's my fault he's like this.

it was back in highschool.

when Sammy first asked me out.

that's what turned him into the person he is now.

there can't be any other reasoning.

nobody would be like this unless something happend.

the whole thing is crazy on social media with people asking questions.

in addition to questions there's a #pray4g worldwide.

others are #staycooldallas and #tincalmdallas which makes me smile a bit.

jj has been blowing up my phone nonstop and is still going.

him and taladua are driving to the hospital right now, but were farther away from us.

my phone vibrated, "johnson if you text me one more time."

h- he in yet?
no- no

i can't remember the last time i've heard jj worried like this.

ok well except for when taladua was being...talasia and fell down the stairs and like broke her self.

i thought it was funny, he did not.

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Hahahahha
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talasia's pov

i sighed and kept on trying to calm jack down.

"babe chill" u looked at him.

"no, what if he's like dying, he hasn't even turned 20 yet!" He panicked.

"chill" I repeated for probably the millionth time.

"that's all you've told me for the last hour" he huffed.

well maybe if you....nevermind.

"i'm sorry i just don't like seeing you upright like this, it gives me anxiety"

he exhaled calmly and looked over to me.

"i'm just really worried, g has never been hurt like this" he put his eyes back on the road but held my hand.

"i understand"

he nodded, "i'm glad."

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cidney's pov

20 minutes have passed and jj is in the room pacing back and forth, biting his nails.

talasia is sitting watching him.

i'm just mentally breaking down inside.

i don't want to show it on the outside.

u hope he'll get through this.

sitting here has given time to think of how much i actually need him with me.