Violet's POV
I wake up to find myself on Dan and Phil's sofa. I pain was shooting through my head. I sat up and looked around. Phil was sitting on the black recliner chair, quietly browsing on his laptop.
"Good morning." He said, looking up at me.
"Morning...." I mumbled. I sat there , struggling to remember anything that happened last night. All I knew was I couldn't stand to think about what Dan had done to me. I didn't dare to do it so I fixed the problem with vodka. Another sharp pain traveled through my brain. I brought my hand up to my hear.
"Shit..." I whispered.
"You okay?" He asked, concerned.
"Yeah, I've just got a head ache." I told him. Phil closed the recliner so he could lean forward and set his laptop on the coffee table in front of us.
"I'll go get some pain meds." He said. He picked up the t.v. remote and threw it on the couch cushion next to me.
"You can watch t.v. if you want." He said. I nodded and picked up the remote. I turned on the t.v. and turned to cartoon network and watched Adventure Time. It wasn't long before Phil came back with a hot chocolate, a coffee and 2 pills.
"Here's some pain meds and some hot chocolate." He said, setting the two things on the coffee table. He sat back down next to me and sipped on his coffee. I quickly took the pills with a gulp of the hot chocolate he made. Something was wrong with Phil.
"Thanks bringing me in." I thanked him, trying to cheer him up.
"It's not me you need to thank." He said. I knew where he was going.
"Oh..." I said quietly. Now I know I was near Dan, and drunk. I could safely assume by then, I was trying to push myself at him.
"I think you need to talk to him." Phil said, turning to me.
"What were you doing last night that got you so drunk?" Phil asked me, sounding tense. Almost even angry. My heart dropped. He was upset because he was worried about me. I sat there and played with my hair nervously.
"Violet!" He said getting a bit louder.
"I was trying to forget..." I said quietly.
"Violet, drinking isn't going to fix your problems! What if you had gone to go outside! You could have gotten really hurt! Or even died! Don't you see that me and Dan care about you? Potentially, he could have saved you from ending up in the hospital! He has felt terrible for cheating, not to mention he cared for you when you couldn't so the least you could do is just talk to him!" Phil yelled, tears falling from the corner of his sparkling blue eyes. I just sat there silent. A tear fell onto my cheek. I didn't know he cared this much.
"I'm sorry.." He said much quieter. "I just hate seeing you and Dan in so much pain... I know how much he loves you. He screwed up and he knows that." Phil said, trying to keep up wiping all of the tears streaming from his eyes like faucets. I scooted over and hugged him.
"I'm so sorry..." I said, coughing because of all my crying.
"I'll talk to Dan next time I see him." I tell Phil, reassuringly. We let go of each other. I don't think I was ready to talk to Dan. It was probably for the best. Dan would be happy again, Phil wouldn't have to be in the middle, and I wouldn't be drinking so much and honestly, I'd be happy. Phil and I watched Adventure Time in silence.
"I need to get ready for the day." I told him getting up. "I'll text Dan so we can talk." I said. Phil nodded.
"Okay... Thanks for stepping out of your comfort zone for me..." He said.
"It's for the better. Thanks for taking care of me." I said smiling brightly. I went back to my flat and showered and did my makeup. I wore a Zelda crop top and some ripped black jean shorts. I went with my usual makeup and a burgundy lipstick.
After I was done getting ready I got on youtube and watched some of Dan and Phil's youtube videos. This only made me want Dan more. The two had the cutest friendship in the whole world. I remembered I told Phil I'd text Dan. So I picked up my phone. I had multiple missed messages from Dan, most from right after I left their flat.
Dan: Look, Violet, I screwed up bad, but I promise I would never choose any other girl over you. I shouldn't have drank so much that night.
Dan: Can we please talk this out... I know it would be awkward after last night but I really need to talk to you.
Dan: I love you Violet.
The last one made me smile. Tears threatened my eyes but I didn't let them fall. I sighed as I began to text him.
Me: Thank you for apologizing Dan. I'm finally ready to talk to you if you'd like me to come over. I'm sorry for ignoring you. If it's okay I'll come over in an hour.
I pressed send and went back on a tumblr adventure.
Dan's POV
I sat in my room under the covers trying to block out everything in existence. I couldn't bare to let myself have a good day after what I did to Violet. She's so hurt because I was an idiot. She was ignoring me. All the thoughts attacked my emotions as tears fell from my eyes. I heard my phone buzz and I tool my head out of my giant blanket. It was Violet! An electric feeling traveled trough out my body.
Violet: Thank you for apologizing Dan. I'm finally ready to talk to you if you'd like me to come over. I'm sorry for ignoring you. If it's okay I'll come over in an hour.
Tears of joy escaped my eyes. I texted back.
Me: Oh my god yes, see you then.
I quickly took a shower and got ready. After I was ready, I grabbed a bowl of cereal and sat on the sofa next to Phil.
"Well somebody's feeling better." Phil said looking at me happily. He had something to do with this but it didn't matter, I just wanted to talk to Violet.
Phil's POV
"Violet is gonna talk to me, she'll be here in a bit."Dan said, his eyes full of excitement. This is the first time I had seen him like this in the past two days.
"That's awesome! Don't screw up again." I told him, joking around. Dan chuckled. We watched T.V. until there was a small knock at the door.
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violet//danisnotonfire
Fanfiction"it was the best time of my life, but now i sleep alone." - trigger warnings: death, cutting, depression, and miscarriage.