Phil's POV
What does this all mean? She must like me. But do I like her? I mean, even if I did like Sarah, can I be with her? She's pregnant. I know she's against adoption and abortions. She was adopted and she would never want to do that to her own child. Then there's abortion which, there's so many reasons for it being wrong. I don't think I can be with her if I have to be the father figure in the baby's life. I'm not ready for all that. All I knew was that I was going to find out if Sarah was worth it. Or if I was even over Ellie. For me, at least. I was sitting there thinking all these things when I received a text from Dan.
Dan: Where are you? Would have been nice if you told us you were leaving!1!!!11!!
Me: Sorry, I'll be home soon. Me, you, and Violet need to talk.
Dan: Umm... Okay. What is it?
Me: Sarah... There's something wrong.
Sarah's POV
I walked off. I knew I liked Phil. I knew enough about him from his channel and the night we spent together to know this. I'm a bit too confident of a person. I mean, I just kissed Phil. Then again, I knew it would never happened if I had left it up to him. I walked along the pavement tears still dripping from my eyes. How could I do this? I am not ready for a child. I am the biggest slut.
Violet: Come over right now. I don't know what's wrong, but Phil told us it's not his business to tell us what happened.
I sighed.
Me: Fine.
So I walked down to Dan, Phil's and Violet's flat. I told them everything.
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Violet pulled me in a hug. The tears pooling up in her eyes refusing to string away.
"Why haven't you made me leave? You should be ashamed of me, Violet." I told her.
"First of all, you were far too drunk to give consent, clearly. So it was technically rape. Second of all, I couldn't leave you. You aren't a slut, or a whore. You made one mistake. Now yes, it's gonna change your life forever due to your beliefs in not getting rid of it, but maybe you should think of it as a blessing." She said softly, freeing me of her tight grasp. I sat there silent.
"And maybe there will be someone who cares enough to stick around, be the baby's dad. " Dan added.
"Are you kidding? Nobody cares about me like that." I said, thinking about the incident from earlier.
"Come here" Phil said standing up. I did as I was told and Phil brought me into his bedroom. As soon as we entered he turned me around and pushed me against the door, cupped my face and smashed his lips onto mine. This took me by surprise. Phil was shy usually. He backed away, and I stared into his eyes, inches from mine. He stared at me.
"I do.... I care about you like that." He said. I narrowed my eyebrows but then just kissed him again.
"We barely know each other though." I told him.
"If love at first sight can exist then this can too." He smiled. After my years of watching him on the internet and the small amount of time I've known him, I have never seem him this way. Much more confident. He leaned in and kissed my jawline, slowly moving toward my neck.
"Phil... I'm not ready for all this." I spoke up. "I really think we should get to know each other better." I told him, frowning.
"I understand." He said, his confidence washing away.
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Well shit guys. This fanfic started calm and sweet but trust me. It will only escalate. Love you humans..
-Lae <3
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violet//danisnotonfire
Fanfic"it was the best time of my life, but now i sleep alone." - trigger warnings: death, cutting, depression, and miscarriage.
