|Chapter 52-Scared and Scarred|

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Violet's POV

-March 2017~6 months later-

Everything is still going strong. Everything is the same, just with Sarah with us now. Addy, Dan and I worked out what days we get Elliot. Dan and I get him every other weekend, every other Wednesday, every Tuesday, and every Friday, and if it's our Wednesday with Elliot, then it's Addy's weekend with him. Everything's been great, accept something is wrong with Ellie, and she won't tell anyone yet. It's been really hot out too, so we've invited her swimming, but she won't come, but she'll visit our house, and even if it's hot out, which it usually is, she's always wearing a jumper, and I started to get worried. I had lunch plans with her soon though, and I planned on getting to the bottom of whatever is wrong with her. Also, Dan and I finally got a car.

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I woke up to a Elliot jumping in our bed.

"Daddy, Violet wake up! The Easter bunny came!" He squealed. Addy and Phil were on Holiday to Manchester so they could meet each others parents, so luckily for Dan and I, we got Elliot for 4 days. Anyways, Dan and I exchanged happy little glances. I sat up and kissed Elliot on the cheek.

"Then let's go see what he brought you shall we?" I asked. Elliot jumped up and down in excitement and hopped off the bed and skipped around the room. 

"C'mon!!" He said, while skipping around the room.

"You gotta get Daddy up." I told him, turning around to Dan, who was still adorably wrapped in our duvet. Elliot frowned cutely.

"Daddy come ON!!" The little boy stomped over to his father's side of the bed and grabbed Dan's hand and tugged at it.

"Alright alright" Dan chuckled. Elliot smiled. He Dan picked him Elliot up and threw him over his shoulder. Elliot laughed and laughed.

"Daddy lemme downnn" He laughed. "Violet helpppppp!" Dan ran down the stairs with Elliot and threw him on the couch. Right in front of the fire place was the big basket that Dan had put candy, and little toys in while I hid the hard boiled eggs. Elliot sat up and ran to the basket and began looking through it, while Dan and I got pictures. This kid was exactly like Dan. I mean it was almost scary. The rest of the day was spent finding eggs, and hanging out with Sarah and Ellie too. Phil and Addy even came home later and we all spent time together.

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I pulled my My Chemical Romance shirt down a bit, and went downstairs to put on some converse.

"Alright, I'm gonna go." I said to Dan. I had already told him all about how weird Ellie acts. I leaned down and gave him a quick kiss, and Elliot too (on the cheek). I headed out to of course, Starbucks.
After we went to Starbucks, we went to her flat and talked for a bit.

"So, anything new?" I asked. She shook her head. We sat in silence for a second.

"I was just wondering, because Dan and I have been a bit worried about you. I mean, who wears jumpers in the middle of summer." I laughed awkwardly. She shuffled awkwardly. I put my hand over the ones in her lap. "It's okay, you can tell me."

"No. Nothing's wrong." She said uncomfortably.

"Ellie, come on. I'm serious. A lot of people in my life have done this. I know you think I'll be upset, and you're not wrong, but I'm here to help."  I assured. She looked down into her lap, where our hands were.

"It's just so hard." She said, looking back up to me.

"What is?"

"Pretending to be someone I'm not."

"What?"

"My parent's wouldn't want me to be this way. I don't want them to be upset, they're right anyways. So I punished myself." I knew it.

"Be what way?" I asked her.

"Violet, I'm gay." She told me. My emotions twirled. Part of me was happy, and excited for her, being able to come out, but the other half felt pity. She always told me how homophobic her parents were.
I trapped her in a hug.

"Good for you!" My mouth broke into a smile.

"It's not good, my parents wouldn't accept that." She said, tears streaming from her face.

"Then don't tell them. You're never around them anyways, you shouldn't be around them when you have a better family here, that supports you, and accept you no matter what." I told her.

"But they're my parents"

"No, they're excuses for parents, and sad ones at that. You shouldn't have to be afraid to keep this in. You never liked them anyways, so I think you should tell them, and depending on the outcome, you can just kick them out of your life and never worry about it again." I told her.

"But-"

"No buts, you are who you are and you need to embrace it." She stayed quiet.

"Okay, but will you help me?" She asked.

"Of course." I told her. I hugged her for a a good minute and stood up from the couch.

"C'mon, let's go tell everyone." I held a hand up to her and helped her up. So we gathered Sarah, Addy and Phil to our house, and she told everyone. Of course, Dan, and Addy, and Sarah were all supportive and had a huge group hug. Sarah even came out as bi as well, but mostly liked men, and few women. I was so proud of Ellie.

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Hey guys. I know i was late, but only by like 3 days. THAT'S WHAT I CALL IMPROVEMENT. Anyways, is this what you expected of the chapter? I. BET. NOT. Lil fucking hoes. Anyways I'm depressed as fuck and I genuinely want to FUCKING DIE RIGHT NOW. So im gonna cry while eating and watching supernatural. ya feel? love ya guys.

-Lae <3

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