Dan's POV
I made my way back to Violet's room, where the doctor had already left.
"Dan? Wher-" before she could finish I smashed my lips against hers. Her eyes were red from crying, and I assumed mine were too.
"I'm sorry." I told her. " I love you." she nodded.
"I love you too."
"So did the doctor talk to you?" I asked
"No, she wanted to wait until you come back, she said she'd check in in like ten minutes like three minutes ago." I nodded. There was a long silence between us. The air was thick, and full of anxiety. I lifted my hand and took her much smaller one in it.
"We're gonna get through this." I told her. She swallowed and nodded. We both knew that it wasn't that easy, but the words made them have a little bit more hope. The doctor came back after about 15 minutes.
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"This should not affect your baby, but only under one condition, and that is risking a birth defect by getting chemo." She told us. Fuck. "You should be able to make it through the rest of your pregnancy, but you'd have to get chemo as soon as you recover." She said. "So, you can start chemo therapy now, or you can wait until the baby is born, your choice."
We both nodded. Violet didn't look conflicted in any way.
"And one more thing before you make any decisions, if you don't start chemo, you will have to spend the rest of your pregnancy here, which is about..." She looked down at her clipboard. "Two months."
Still, no conflict in her face at all.
"I'll wait to get chemo." Violet said. It was her choice and I knew it. I still wasn't sure this is what I wanted, but I didn't want to try to change Violet's mind. This is her life.
After a bit more talking, the doctor left us alone.
"For fucks sake." I sighed.
"Hey, the doctor seemed optimistic right?"
"Yeah... I guess."
"We might actually get through this."
"You think so?" I asked.
"I really do." She smiled.
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It wasn't long before Addy, Phil and Elliot could come in. Violet wouldn't let them talk to Sarah or Ellie, as she didn't want to ruin their vacation. I hated this all. It ruined what would normally happen if the four of us would be together, which would be cracking jokes and having a good time but the mood was completely ruined... And I hated it.
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Months later, Violet's coughing has gotten much worse and I'm really worried. However the good news is the baby could come at any time, and it would only be one day till Violet would be required for a c-section. She let out another bloody cough but paused, wide eyed.
"Violet? You okay?" She shook her head. I left the room.
"Doctor!! We need a doctor!"
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violet//danisnotonfire
Fanfiction"it was the best time of my life, but now i sleep alone." - trigger warnings: death, cutting, depression, and miscarriage.
