Unexpected turns

Chapter X

               "Being hurt by
          someone you love is the             
           worst feeling ever."
            ~ Google quotes
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Beep.
Beep.
Beep.

I grabbed my pillow and put it over my head. I groaned. I knew Monday was going to come eventually, but I didn't think it would come this quick.

I lifted myself up from my bed. I haven't left my house since Saturday. I really wasn't all that excited with going back to school.

For one thing I would have to see Gregg. I really didn't want to see him yet. It was too soon. The wound was still there. But I probably won't see him because his classes are on the other side of the building but I have a feeling that I just might. Things haven't been working my way lately if you haven't noticed.

It didn't fully hit me that me and Gregg broke because of my I was in denial. It seemed that today it was coming into full effect.

It literally took every ounce of strength I had to get out of bed. I felt nothing at all. I just feel empty like there's something missing.

Take it from someone who knows, breaking up with your boyfriend that was also your best friend is the worst feeling in the world.

Maybe it was worst for me because I loved Gregg more than I loved myself. I guess thats where I fucked up when i loved and cared for someone more than they loved and cared for me.

I should've seen the signs from before. A word of advice ladies, when they act like they don't care, believe them.

I was really considering on taking a personal day today but I've never played hooky before. Plus, I can't mess up my perfect attendance my mother has been striving for since I entered the school system. She would probably have a stroke.

"It's not like I had a choice to begin with anyways", I muttered out loud.

My mom gets a text message when the security guard scans my id. She'll know if I was in school or not so lying to her about it would be pointless.

Sluggishly, I put on my outfit and grabbed a green apple before heading out the door.

After I parked my car into the parking lot, I walked into the familiar hallways of Rosefield High. The hallway was was filled with a whole bunch of different noises. There were people laughing, talking with their friends and others just listening to music.

Some people just have it good. I thought bitterly.

For the remainder of classes I had before I had lunch, I stared into to space, thinking deeply. Why does my life have to suck? I consider myself to be a nice person. What did I do to deserve this? Maybe I-

"Mrs. Grayson?" Mr.Rubin, my physics teacher, said trying to get my attention. "Would you mind repeating what I was just saying to the class?"

I blinked twice and looked around. The whole class had their eyes on me. I felt my cheeks began to heat up.

"I wasn't paying attention, sir." I mumbled lowering my eyes to my desk. "I apologize."

Mr.Rubin sighed before dramatically removing his spectacles to get a better look at me.

"My class is for students who are here to learn, not daydream." He said rather harshly. "I'll see you after school today for detention."

I rolled my eyes and sunk farther into my seat. After what seemed like hours, the bell rang signaling that class was over. I practically rushed out the door, managing to knock down someone's books in the process.