September 18, 7:23 pm
nam seolhee.
I delicately leaned on the wall with my head bowed down. My scalp hurts since my hair has been pulled by Donggyu a lot. I couldn't count how many times he dragged me across the room while holding my hair only, how many times he left scars and bruises on me and how many times he kicked me like I wasn't even human and breathing.
I have purplish bruises and wounds planted on my legs, my arms and my cheeks. My back hurts a lot and I can't move very well.
I'm certainly not pretty now, No One.
Somehow, I convinced Donggyu to release me from the chair, but of course he's not dumb enough to not be secure with the ropes tied around me. This time, my hands were tied bt two longer ropes and were wrapped firmly around my wrists. The same thing goes with my legs.
The thing is he was stupid enough to tie my wrists together in front of me, where I could clearly see and memorize the order of how he ties me up.
Emotions hoard for a long time but I kept on assuring myself that it's okay. As long as he already got me out of the chair, I knew that it will be easier for me to escape.
I cringed at the sound of Donggyu's laugh at this moment. My whole body was throbbing in excruciating pain and I almost couldn't feel my back. I feel half-dead but I knew that I shouldn't act this frail around him, it will make him pleased seeing me like this.
"So, haven't changed your mind yet, babe?" He said. I recoiled at the sound of him calling me a disgustingly overused endearment. "It's easy, you know. I just want you to stay with me just like what we promised." He continued.
I bit my lip and slowly raised my head to look at him who's standing in front of me. "Is this all you can do, oppa?" I mockingly said in front of him, smiling mischievously only to add fuel to the fire.
"I mean, you've enumerated things you can do to me didn't you? Aren't you going to starve me, point a gun to my head or strangle me? Come on, show me what all you men can do to a woman." I said, trying to maintain a stable voice.
I want to puzzle him for a bit and make him think that he isn't affecting me. And then after that, he could start thinking of ways of what more horrifying things he could do to me.
I continued to watch the angered expression painted on his face because of my retort, it seems like it's kinda working. I really have no idea.
He opened his mouth to say something but was interrupted by something ringing, finding out that it was the house phone.
I completely diverted my gaze towards the landline on the table as it continued to ring loudly, and then diverted my gaze towards to him. He gave me a short look for a moment and cursed loudly in frustration, walking towards the landline to pick up and answer the call.
His back was completely faced at me and I figured out that this was my chance. My gaze dropped on my wrists and began to observe the ropes wrapped around them. It's a figure eight knot, and it was easy for me to release myself from it.
I used all my arm strength to distance my two arms from each other so I could fiddle freely with the ropes and slip them out.
Whilst fumbling with my wrists, I occasionally look up to check if he's done with his call or not and it always turns out he that he isn't. After a minute, the rope suddenly felt lose around my wrists, and that's when he ends the call.
"Fuck fuck fuck." I heard him curse under his breath, subsequently turning around to look at me. I clenched my fists tight connected my two wrists together, making it look like the rope was still tight on me.
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