Dear No One | Jeon Jungkook

Chapter 14

A/N: flood me i need milk

September 18, 7:42 pm

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[K..Keep going. Make sure that Seolhee's safe, Jungkook.]

Her voice sounded different when I heard it, making me become conscious by the fact that I'm being insensitive and oblivious. Jinshil is my girlfriend and of course this will make her jealous. I couldn't help but think at how horrible I am right now. All I could feel at the moment is my stomach flipping in guilt.

I had liked Jinshil for two years and by the time I already got her as mine, that's when I became distant. Crap, I messed up this relationship so quick, didn't I?

But still, I need to keep on accelerating since I couldn't get Seolhee hurt any longer. Who knows what Donggyu may be doing to her right now?

I couldn't stop blaming myself for not saving her earlier than this even if I had seen him getting away with Seolhee in his van.

It was a stupid reason, my performing arts teacher made me stay inside the classroom when I shouted at her, asking her to release me and kick me out of the classroom. It was that time when I saw Donggyu carrying the unconscious Seolgee towards a white van. I panicked deep inside that time and I didn't know what to do.

I shook my thoughts off and continued pedalling.

My grip on the handles tightened and I exerted more force to be able to travel further, thoughts flooding my head unknowingly. I continued to accelerate further, the cold winter breeze softly blowing past me.

I abruptly stopped biking the moment I realized that I finally reached the destination I was looking for. It took me a while to come here because I thought that I've gotten the wrong street.

The house looked innocent on the outside and it seems to me that there's no chaos happening inside. I couldn't be entering the wrong house, right? The atmosphere was completely serene and calm. There were no bloodcurling screams and pitiful pleas filling the house.

It also looks like the house was abandoned at that point.

I shook my stupid thoughts off one again, burying them at the back of my head and hastily rushed towards the front door. My hand immediately landed on the door knob and tried opening the door but it didn't budge at all. It's locked, of course.

I started to bang my fist on the surface of the cold door harder, at the same time I'm still trying to turn the doorknob with my other hand but to no avail.

"Seolhee!" I shouted her name for the first time yet no response was heads I started to call her name more repetitively but I couldn't hear a reply from someone inside. Shit, I couldn't give up right away.

I was about to kick the door open as hard as I could until I heard faint crying noises coming from the opposite side of the door.

"Seolhee?" I asked again in a softer tone and, subsequently hearing the crying noises stop in a split second. "Seolhee, step away from the door." I commanded through gritted teeth, my fists clenching in fuming anger. She's crying, again.

How many times did I see her cry?

After a short moment of silence, I immediately prepared for what I'm going to do. Since there's no other ways I could think of this moment, I thought about trying to knock the door down to open it.

I quickly gathered up my senses and stepped about fifteen steps away from the door. I turned my whole body to the right, my weight leaning on that side.