It's not really P.O.Vs it's for those who go through things, I've been through, not altogether but the feelings, and the thought of Shawn, but with a different person. But don't read it as if I'm reading it, read it as yourself still.
I come home and sigh, I've had such a long day, it's not even been a full 2 weeks since we came back from summer break, and the bully's are all ready hacking away at my sanity. All summer I worked on getting sane, going to therapy, going to my doctor, I even went to meetings, I was almost sent to a mental institute, would you believe that I'm just 14? I know it may seem made up but, this is what I've faced since my feet took their first steps within the school grounds. I wish that I could have someone to reassure me that everything is ok. I know it's hard, I mean for a load of people, I know their situation because, well I cut.
People think I'm just gonna cry at home, but their wrong, most days I wish I could die, but there's this kid, he keeps me sane, well as much as a persons voice and smile can keep you sane. His names Shawn Mendes, he's 2 years older than me, but I don't care, he makes me happy, and he makes me want to live.
This may seem stupid, but his voice makes me, it makes me think, what would he think if I ended my life, I know stupid right? Why would he care, but what if I meet him in the future, what if he fell for me the way I fell for him. I don't care if everybody in the whole world leaves me alone, or bullies me, just as long as it isn't him. I love him.
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Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1
FanfictionThis is a COLLECTION of all my written imagines Each part of COLLECTION has 100 imagines 3 COLLECTIONS so far. Imagines don't have the same story behind them unless the titles match each other.
