Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

The day before Christmas

  Y/n P.O.V

Sitting here all alone, wrapping up the presents and putting up the Christmas, thinking of you, missing you, crying over you, knowing I left you for a good reason but always regretting it. I'm once again thinking of Shawn, it's been a month since I've last talk to him and seen him. We broke up when I found out he had been cheating on me, " I never want to see you again, fuck you, and fuck the love you gave me " I wish I could take it back, but then I hope it gave him great pain, just like he gave me.

Shawn P.O.V

Sitting here all alone, thinking of y/n wrapping up the presents I was going to give her for Christmas, included a pure diamond bracelet with matching necklace and earrings. Red roses that recently came to the collection. Romantic you would say but I say it's something for me to apologise, something an idiot like me would do to prove they love someone when they denied the love from the person they call their world. Let me explain, I got drunk and slept with someone at a party that I took y/n to as my plus one. Stupid, right ?
Now it's been other a month and I've had a lot of time to think and prepare myself and even if she rejects me, I'll understand her reason behind it, if it were me I'd keep way away, but me having hope, just wishes and prays that she gives me a chance.  

  Y/n P.O.V

I've finally finished wrapping and I've settled down with a hot chocolate with extra whipped cream and pink marshmallows with my Christmas lights being the only thing that illuminate the room and my front yard, as they hang from my windows, my tree shinning gold and red from the tassel and baubles.
I'm snapped from gazing at the serene scene when I hear a knock at the door, I slowly place my mug down and walk over to the door saddened by the fact I have to open the door when it's cold as fuck out and it's warm as fuck in here, feeling as thought the cold will ruin the festive atmosphere.
When I open the door my sadden feeling gets worse and I feel myself start to melt, which is quite unbelievable by the temperature present. "Why are you here?" Shawn P.O.V

I stood there looking at her, she's so beautiful, I'd be surprised if she didn't get a new man by now. She looks so cute in her oversize woolly blouse, and her legs oh god her legs, I finally look up at her face to see her mouth moving the words forming "Why are you here?" Ouch "I-I came to give is to you and to kind of maybe ask for your forgiveness, I know I don't deserve it, but you mean to much for me to lose, I haven't stopped thinking about you." She sighs and steps away from letting me into the house, I nod at her with a soft smile whilst walking past her.  

  We sat down and there was an awkward silence, which was broken with one of the most heart wrenching voices known to man, the voice of a broken loved up girl "you hurt me so bad" I see her eyes wheeling up with tears, wanting to go over and hold her in my arms "so-so bad, yet, I can't stop thinking about you, I hate you, but I love you" those three last words causing me to remember all the times we laughed, kissed, cuddled, comforted and just cried together, and I think that's about to happen, actually I know it is, before I can even visualise it, I'm right by her side enveloping him in my arms.
I'm sure she still feels the same way, partly from the fact she said she still loves me, but also from the fact she didn't push me away from her. " I love you so much" I say whilst kissing her hair, hearing her soft cries muffled by my chest. " I love you too, and I want to work this out" she says whilst lifting her head from my chest to see my face. " you forgive me?" I reply in confusion " no, but I want to work on it, Christmas is about spending time with those you love, and I love you, there's no doubt about that" I hadn't realised she was slowly moving in until I felt her lips on my lips. "I got my Christmas love" I sigh out in happiness. We cuddled until soon it was dawn and we unwrapped our presents and I promised her I would never mess up and a promise I s a promise.