Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

The Accident Part 1

  Shawn's P.O.V

Have you ever had to chose between two people you love dearly.
I have. ~ BREAKING NEW SHAWN MENDES AND FAMILY WERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT, NOBODY HAS INFORMATION ON HOW THEY ARE, STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT~

I look up at the news station once again,mead not in the right straight, my hands not being able to do anything but shake from shock and my mouth quiver from the hard decisions I have to make, whilst my eyes drown in tears of pain.
Why does this stuff have to happen, why to me, why to them, my baby, and my son. My hearts beating a million times per second, feeling as though I've just run a marathon or I'm a sports car with nitrogen burning into its pipes. After hours of only being able to concentrate on body being all sorts of different things, the doctor comes. He brung me into a small room, and sighs.
Feeling the tears about to erupt from my tear ducks, sighs are never good, never. "Mr.Mendes I'm sorry to have to give you this news but they are both in critical states, we can only afford to keep one alive, there's to many accident in need of that, and we are pretty sure, they may not live till tomorrow, so we have to ask you" dreading what's gonna come our of his mouth, from what he's spoken already "who will you let go?" As soon as he said I stood up and went to grab him by his collar, shoving him agains the wall "don't you FUCKING SAY YOU CANT SAVE THEM BOTH, DONT YOU FUCKING DARE" I say with my tears sliding into my panting mouth "YOU CANT DO THAT, FUCK EVERYONE ELSE, just not my babies, Pl-e-ea-eas-eee" I say letting go of his collar and dropping to my knees, crying into my hands, "please not them" I repeat.
Then I prayed "please, please god, please take me, take me, not them, please, I can't, I can't live with out them, I can't live without one of them, please take me" I say drained from frustration and hurt.
Interrupted from my state of almost insanity. "We need your answer now! sir, who's it gonna be?"