Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

Pain Relief

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  Not many people notice the pain I keep stored in my body, all those times when my family said they love me and then they go stamp on my feelings by replacing me with someone new. My idol going off the rails from to much money and fame - getting abused because I love the one who everyone calls reckless and an idiot, abused by everyone including my own family. Not knowing who my real friends are because I've been talked about behind my back. Being in a personal situations which I can not speak about because it could make the situation much more critical.
If you've ever said your life is tough and you've never had all this stuff happen to you at the same time then your stupid because tough, tough is something more than failing your exams or not being able to live your life dream, tough is knowing how your going to get through in life, questioning yourself asking When do I give up? Should I give up now? What am I ever going to achieve in life? Am I strong enough to carry on? When your start questioning yourself like that, then you know you've got it tough.  

  Even though I have all this stuff going on, I have a guy in my life, who I know would never hurt me. His name is Shawn and he's my best friend, he's also known by me and himself as my Pain Relief, instead of cutting and hurting myself in over various ways, when I feel useless to the world he's always there, always free waiting for me to call him, not to do anything but lay down with me and comfort me, insure me that I have a purpose in this world if not for everyone then just for him, he says "you keep me as alive as I keep you. Even though you don't think you comfort me, you do. Just you being safe and happy in my arms gives me comfort. Knowing I'm the reason your still here gives me comfort" he would say that every time I said I had not purpose to the world, that's what he'd say back. Even though Shawn's a singer he always has time for me, he even thinks I could have a job working in the studio with him, helping lyrics. He says every word that comes out of my mouth is music and I have a natural emotion that could be made into a piece of art, and he feels only he has the right to that and I agree with him. I'm so glad he got to live his dream because he was so talented. Me and Shawn haven't been best friends since we were kids, I was actually a fan, yeah, we meet at an event he went to, and we just clicked as best friends. He's an amazing best friend and an amazing idol, Shawn girls are seriously lucky to have him because he's there no matter what. Loads of people call boys their drugs but Shawn, He's a pain relief, my pain relief. Drugs can make you better for a while but soon they get addictive and can make you feel bad and won't ever help, but pain relief makes you feel good and you don't get addicted, but soon you get free from your pain and back to the way things should be.