Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

The Accident Part 2

  Shawn's P.O.V

Is it fair for God to do this. They are so innocent. Especially my baby boy, he's meant to be 3 next week, I don't want him having to spend that without his mommy, and I can't bare the thought of him not being here.

I start laughing "I remember when you started to crawl, you were so small and smart. You'd screech because the puppy would lick your little feet. Your cheeks always up causing a big handsome smile to appear on your face." I say in a sad and loving voice, gazing down at my only son, my little Iron Man; he loves Iron Man. Tears throughout the whole speech just continuously falling from my eyes.
"Hey baby" I say to my newly woken girlfriend. "Hey" she replied weakly in an almost inaudible voice. My gut drops, what did I do to my baby. She tried to reach up and pull me in for a kiss, but I lower her hand. I kiss her lips "who do you chose?" My mind remembered those words, making me turn to look for the doctor, only for it to be repeated with my first name. My eyes averted to y/n "he told me, you had to choose, who do you choose?" She says grimacing in pain. "He, baby, I don't know, I don't, I can't choose, I love you both so much." I once again start drop to the ground with my head hidden, this time in the hospital bed, of my one and only love.  

  "You know what I have to say shawn" I hear her croaky voice announce "I'm sure you do" she carries on, after I look up into her gorgeous eyes, she carries in whilst caressing my hair. "You know who your gonna have to choose, and you can't stop this decision, you know that I've had my life and I've accomplished what I was brought to earth to do. I found you, I fell in love with you, I made you happy, I brought the child I always wanted into this world, and I made him as happy as I can, now, - it's your turn, to make that little boy next door, the best man he can and will be, and make sure he doesn't treat girls with disrespect and make sure he's an amazing father just like his." My lip trembling, she can't be saying this, I can't loose her, not now, not after everything.
She started stroking my cheek over and over again, her face caked with her own salty and heartbreaking tears, wiping my tears away one after the other. "I'll always be here, up there" she said pointing upwards "always looking down on you both - I promise, and I'll keep that promise, because you are the first people I loved dearly" she says pulling my lips to hers, after a passionate kiss she pulls back "I know I won't make it, even if you did choose me" my heart ultimately caving in on its self.
I turn to leave only to hear the heart monitor, going haywire. The scene going blurry, nurses and doctors running in and out, till......... ......it all stopped, the noise no longer existent but replaced with a long dull noise.

That's when I realised, she's gone, she knew I couldn't make that decision, and she knew she wouldn't make it. That's the women I love, the women I wanted to marry and have a big family with, now she's the women I love, the women I wish I married and the women I was granted a blessing with from God.