Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

Bestfriend or boyfriend Part 1

  Y/n P.O.V

All these years I've never understood how people know they are in love with someone, especially being in love with someone who's in love with you, I mean, how do you figure it out?

For the past 13 years of my life, I've had a bestfriend, a boy bestfriend, his name is Shawn. He's the sweetest boy ever he would never hurt a soul, unless it was necessary for someone's safety. I know this because nearly every year since we went to high school, boys have always found the need to push me into lockers and try to kiss me, me being small and weak couldn't push them off myself, so Shawn would step in.
He's honestly the best guy you could have as a friend, I mean he can be annoying but what friend out of all your friends isn't annoying, I admit, I am pretty sure I'm the most annoying out of the both of us. Shawn no matter what always seems to make me smile, every day for the past 13 years I don't remember a day that went by that I didn't smile because of my bestfriend.
We're over at my house right now, just chilling watching a couple movies, as it's pouring it down outside and it's the weekend. I'm snuggled up in Shawn's arms just like always and suddenly my mine starts thinking things, sanarios where me and Shawn are together like boy friend and girlfriend, it's quite normal, it's been happening lately, I don't know why.
Shawn's my friend, I couldn't date him, could? Oh come on y/n stop being stupid, he wouldn't like you in that kind of way, but that's unfair why do I like him so much. Turning to look at my bestfriend then back at the TV, no way. I try to forget about it, but for the rest of the movie it continues to play over in my mind.