Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

Not in the way Part 2

  Shawn's P.O.V

It's Saturday and it's exactly 2pm, I look around to see if y/n was anywhere near yet, when I do not see her, I start worrying, what if she doesn't come, I've planned it all out. We're going to go to the movies and then were going to go for a walk in the park and 'talk'. "URRGGHH" I shout out when two hands squeeze my shoulders, I turn to see y/n laughing her ass off "oh my gosh, you can't even, you should have seen your face, it was priceless" she chuckles finally calming down, "haha, yeah" I chuckle nervously whilst rubbing my neck, looking at her, she's so beautiful. Can I actually handle her? I mean of course I can, I've handled her basically my whole life, it's not that much of a difference. "Come on let's go" she says, taking my hand and pulling me into the theatre we were appointed.
During the movie, I sneaked a few looks at y/n she looked so stunning, the light reflected off her face increasing her beauty, as all her face shone was flawlessness. A few minutes later I hear her cute giggles, when I look over to see why she was laughing I saw she had her hone in her hand, she was laughing at a text, probably from y/f/n they're always saying stupid things to each other.
After the movie, I took her soft hand in mine, and we started walking through e park that was located right behind the cinema. "That movie was funny" I say trying to start a convocation "yeah it was" she replied sounding as though she didn't want to be here, looking down at the ground and walking.  

  There was a bench further down the path and I guided her to it, once we took a seat I started speaking again "it's nice to just hand out with you and talk and stuff, we haven't done that in quite awhile" "yeah, it was" she smiled at me, a small smile, something's not right, but me being eager to get it over and done with leave it be "y/n I love you, and you love me right?" I ask sounding kind of small "yeah, of course why so?" She asked back to me in a caring voice "well, I don't know how to say it, but I'm sure you want me to say it as much as I do, but I want to be with you, and I think tonight's the night to ask" he face turning soft "y/n will you be my girlfriend?" "Awww, Shawn, no-I- I don't love you like that-I- I thought you meant as friends-I love you but not in that way-I- I'm sorry" what she said turned my heart into a pool of water "but you, you said yourself you love me, you held my hand, you laugh at everything I say-I" I pant out, trying to keep my tears in "Shawn, we've done that since we were little, why would you think that means I love you?" "I don't know" I say lowering my head "and we couldn't be together even if I did like you" she announces "why?" I question raising my head to look at her "Dylan, that tall guy I hang out with, he's my boyfriend" my eyes widen "boyfriend" I say almost about to cry "yeah, it's kind of the reason I hang out with him, and hug him and stuff" "but you do that all with me" I say with a tear sliding down my face. "Shawn, I'm sorry, I thought we were just going out as friends." She sighs "I have to go Dylan's waiting for me, see you at school" she says softly and gets up, walking down the dark path that's lite by dull yellow lamps, leaving me alone and in pain- heartbreak is horrible, I really though she loved me, but I guess not in that way.