Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

Fading Part 1

  Y/n P.O.V

Since I discovered Shawn, my arms have been slowly getting better, everyday instead of increasing in mistakes they have been erasing my past errors, Shawn has made my life so much better, I barley have a bad doubt come into my head. Every morning I look in the mirror only to notices something different than the of differences I have noticed the days past, I've noticed. I'm getting better. I'm happy again. I'm slowly getting free, free from those horrible feelings that drove me to hurt myself. I meet Shawn a few years ago, at a concert of his, I was only a fan, well a Shawn girl.
*Flashback*
"Hi Shawn" I announce one I step into the meet and greet room, with the biggest smile ever on my face, masking the frown I usually wear. "Hey beautiful" he smiles back, his smile if possible making my smile even bigger. I stand in front of him, I feel his big, smooth, soft, cushion like hands take hold of my hands. My smile dies down into a pleasant small smile, just gazing into his eyes - they are so beautiful.
He pulls me into a hug, which we comfortable stay in for a few minutes, when we pull out of the hug, Shawn's hands fall down my arms, that have raised sleeve thanks to the hug and him being so tall. Thoughts rushing thought my head, tears welling up in my eyes, he's gonna think bad of me. Shawn just gazes down at my lined skin, some parts being red, pink, white, and some almost normal. He softly glides his thumb over my cuts, with tears also in his eyes. "I'm always here" he muffles his head slowly raising to be above mine but his eyes in the same gaze path as mine. His voice cracks whilst saying "You don't have to go through this, whatever your going through by yourself, you know, I'm always here" making my throat get a huge lump, my breathing increasing in speed, almost until it was like a panting dog had walked into the room. Shawn pulls me forward, gentle into another hug, this time rubbing my back, and kissing my cheek, whilst my salty tears emitted and landed on his shirt, soon soaking it. "Whatever you are going through, I'll make sure I'll be by your side the whole way through as will my Shawn girls
*End Of Flashback*