Dear Diary

Chapter 10

Dear Diary,

It’s been a while. A lot of things have been happening. Things are looking up though! My dad was critising me and my sister Kim a lot and we just ignored him. We still cried though. When he caught us crying, he asked why. I said that because he was harsh and then he replied with, ‘I should be getting an apology from you two.’ To summarise everything he said, he said that our school was bad because they raised crap children like us. Wow. That actually cut really deep. He trusts us and the bus now though. The only way I get over it is that I ignore everything for about a day or two and it’s over.

Du is coming back next term!!! Oh my god. No one understood how happy I was when I found out. Like WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Honestly, one night I was just crying my eyes out because it hit me that he wouldn’t be coming back. Then he tells us that he and Morgan would be coming back!!! I was so happy.

Ok before I continue, I think you should know this. Our school has 4 terms every year. I live in Australia, so it’s obvious. The first three terms each have sports that the students could play. If you haven’t noticed, it’s a co-ed school. For term 1, the options are tennis and basketball. If it wasn’t obvious, I play tennis with my sister Kim. As I said before, I only joined tennis for L. but then I found tennis fun for myself. I truly enjoy it and it’s like my only escape away from the world. Smash the ball. Ahhh~! Such a wonderful sport. People say it’s boring, gay. Pfft. You have no idea how fun it actually is. Ok back on topic. For term 2, the options are Hockey and Netball. Kim plays hockey so it’s ok. If you haven’t noticed, I and my sister are really close. Like tight tight. We don’t let anyone hurt each other, mentally or physically. Well, unless we hurt each other but most of the time, it’s a joke. If one of us needs help on anything, school work or whatnot, we help each other. But as always, there is a price. Term 3, there is volleyball and touch football. I obviously play volleyball. To be honest, I only played volleyball to help with tennis, but now I find it fun and Du is a MAJOR bonus. Volleyball is also the only way I can see him now aha... Anyway, if you haven’t noticed, Kim and I have random deals.

Here is pretty much the deals we have.

Me- apple phones (if mum changes because she always gives her phones to me or Kim), term 1 sport, the ‘hot’  guys, first pick in dinner, washing every night, term 3 sport, first pick in where we travel, front seat in car after school

Kim- android phones, term 1 sport, term 2 sport, first pick in seats on plane/bus, front seat in car before school, first pick in breakfast + lunch, dishes every night (unless on camp then do chores for the other), the ‘cute’ guys.

Yup. Crazy sisters, I know. Anyway, I was really hyped up at volleyball training. N told me that people told her that I was acting fake. Wow. Aha, I just want to be happy so I just find random things to laugh about at trainings. Is that a problem with people? Laugh at myself, laugh at friends, and laugh at coaches. I just find random things funny. I mean, when I’m happy it’s weird. When I’m sad, it’s weird. Screw people. I’m doing what I want. God. Usually, I would do what they tell me but when I do, apparently it turns out bad so meh. Why bother. The people I hang out with don’t judge me so it’s fine.

As you could tell, I’m so excited for next term. Like omfg. I thought that I would only see Du like twice every year but now it’s like omfg dying. Well I think he treats us like siblings or children since he is getting old. Well he is turning 18 next week so he is old: D. Yet I fell hard for this old man. Yay.

I got a new lil bro now! Omfg he is like about a month old and he’s still adorable as fudge cakes. Like so kawaii~! Ok I searched up the junior cup thingy, and it lasts for 3 days. I get to see Du. For three. Days. I wonder if I’ll see him with bedhead…still hot. HAHAHA omfg I think I’m getting creepy… But seeing your crush for 3 days straight. Sleeping in the same building. Isn’t that everyone’s dream pretty much?

I swear everything he does is like perfect. He was practising his jumps and like wow. Everything he does is like wow. OH GOD OK THIS IS GETTING CREEPY OMFG. But still.

 P.S 58 DAYS TILL JUNIOR CUP WOO~!

-Sakura