Dear Diary

Chapter 7

Dear diary,

Today has been horrible. I heard that I might be kicked off the team and worste thing is, apparently M will be kicked off too. I don't mind me getting kicked off but M too??! 

It's Monday. Yay. I was ready for a fun time today but then at home group, Miss G got up at me for not turning up for a game. One game. I also made a post about not being able to come to the game and added 'aha' to the end, and she took it as 'she's not serious about volleyball. It's a joke to her.' DOES SHE FUCKING THINK I TAKE IT AS A JOKE???!!! VOLLEYBALL, NO, ALL SPORTS TAKE ME AWAY FROM THE THINGS I WANT TO AVOID. DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT IS WHEN THE FUCKING TEACHER THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING, AND THEN SHE JUST ASSUMES THINGS BUT THEY'RE WAY OFF???! I JOKE FUCKING AROUND ON THE INTERNET BUT SHE TAKES IT SERIOUSLY. I honestly have cried too much over this. Volleyball makes me feel wanted, needed. With everything that's going on, volleyball was like my escape from reality. Thanks to this bitchy teacher, I think I might wilt in my own sadness. Seriously. I joke around a lot unless I'm in a bad depressed mood. I do care about volleyball. Believe it or not. To be honest, I wouldn't be is affected if she put it in a different way. The way she words it makes it sound like I'm the worste person on earth. Yu know how bad that would make someone feel??! She thinks the only thing I have outside of school is volleyball, well. That's where she is mistaken. 

Nic, lucy and I went shopping to get ingredients today! (YAYY) We spent about $60? Including food, calm down. We substituted ingredients and well, we went pretty well. We went to maccas after and ate till our hearts almost got diabetes. Hha nah I kid. We went on the jungle gym and I was really surprised that we didn't get kicked out. Huh. 

-Sakura