I'm Straight (COMPLETED)

The past is the past

Alison's POV

Emily hasn't said a word since I told her what she confessed to me last night.
It might of just come out accidentally, I mean she was under the influence of alcohol so she could of just thought of someone else or...

My thoughts were interrupted when Emily spoke up and said "I don't know what to say to you, other than I'm sorry."

"What, why are you sorry?" I ask.

"B-Because you probably hate me now and I've now ruined what ever we have, or h-had."

"Em, I could never hate you." I say, putting my hand on top of hers. I feel her flinch at my touch.

"A-Are you sure?" She asks stuttering.
God she's adorable when she's nervous.

"Positive." I say nodding my head.

"Alrighty, I should go home then. You know, leave you to whatever you're doing today." She says and starts to climb out of bed.

"E-Em." I say clearing my throat.

"Yeah?"

"You're naked." I say, trying not to laugh at how she didn't know that she had no clothes on.

Her eyes widen and her cheeks start to blush. How is it possible to be this adorable?

"I-I don't have other clothes." She says clearly embarrassed.

"You can borrow some of mine." I sigh and nudge her arm.

She chuckles and wraps a blanket around her body like its a towel.
She's so beautiful, I'm so lucky to be in love with this girl. Wait... I'm in love with Emily. Should I tell her?

After Emily gets changed into the clothes I gave her, which are black Nike sweatpants and a crop top. Her favourite.
She and sits back down and sighs.

"Ali?" I hear Emily say.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"I remember one thing from last night..."
Oh god.
"What Noel said" she adds.

"W-What did he say?" I ask, scared shitless of what Noel could of possibly said to make her only remember him.

"He said that you two had sex..."
Well shit.

"Y-Yeah, we did"

"But, aren't you gay?"

See this is the conversation I don't want to have.
"Yeah" I reply.
I should probably change the subject.

"Sooo, you're gay but still rode a dick?"

"E-Em" I stutter, now in shock that she'd say that.

"What, Ali?"

"It wasn't an easy thing to do, but I didn't have a choice"

"Everyone has a choice Ali, you can choose to do the wrong thing or to do the right thing, you didn't have to have sex with him."

"I don't want to talk about it Emily."
I want to end this conversation, she can't force me to talk about my past. Noel is my friend and that's it.

"Fine" Emily says, she grabs her stuff and heads to the door.

"If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. But I can't just sit here and not know about what happened in your past, if you really loved me like I love you. Then you would trust me and tell me anything." Emily exits the room and slams the door which causes me to jump.

"But I do love you" I whisper to myself.
I've really fucked up.

Yay I've finally updated, don't hate meee I had this in my notes for like a week but I didn't finish it. Comment below what you think should happen in the next chapter, I'm always open for ideas!:)