Anxious Player

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A/N: Warning: This has a bit of smut.

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"Fine, I'll tell you." Connor said as he looked back at me. "Do you know the feeling when you want to be more than friends?"

"W-what?" I giggled as Connor just smiled at me. "I want to be more than just friends." I knew where this was going.. "I want to be.. best friends!" He exclaimed as we both laughed it off. 

I knew that wasn't what he was going to say. I feel like he was going to say something else. "I thought we're best friends already?" I asked as I grinned at him. He smiled back and then chuckled.

"Oh yeah, do you usually go to bar?" He asked as I shrugged. "Maybe, maybe not. Why?"

"I'm going to a bar later. Would you.. want to come?" Connor offered me a piece of paper. I wanted to feel like an adult, so I snatched the piece of paper and tucked it in the pocket of my pants. "I'll see you there at 11?" He asked as I nodded in reply.

"Alright, see ya later." He said as he stood up and left my house.

Now to decide what to wear. Do I wear a dress? Maybe I should wear because it's a bar. Pants don't usually go with this.. But I don't want to flash everybody when I  wear a dress.. Eh fuck it. Dress it is.

I walked to my bedroom and picked out a white floral crop top with a matching white high-waisted floral skirt. I pulled out my white wedged sandals and put them on. I checked the time and it was 6:37. Fucking hell, what will I do for the remaining 5 hours?

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Well, five hours passed, finally. I grabbed the keys to my car and left my house to go to this bar. Now, what can I do while waiting for Con-

Connor: Hey! Where are you? I'm here outside, waiting.

Katherine: Oh shit, wait. I'm about five minutes away. Just wait for me near the bouncer. 

Shit, drive faster, Kath. I pressed down the accelerate pedal a tad bit more than I usually do. Turn left, then turn right. Here it was, Neon Club. Sounds a bit cheesy, but we'll see.

I got out of my car and locked it, and I immediately saw Connor leaning on a wall beside the bouncer. "Con!" I shouted as I started walking towards him. "Hey! Did you bring your ID?" He asked as I grabbed out my ID. We stopped in front of the bouncer and showed our ID's.

"You're good." His deep voiced escaped his mouth and he opened the rope to let us in. And this is where almost everything was a blur. Some girl in a bikini offered us tequila shots. I shrugged at Connor but I still got the glasses and drank them. By the end of about 2 minutes, I drank about what.. 5 shots? 

"Connor?" I yelled. No response. Well fuck, I guess I'm on my own now. I sat down on the stools beside the bar and asked for a beer. He gave me a bottle of beer and chugged it down my throat. I was basically drinking non stop.

Someone poked my back. I turned around and didn't know who it was. He looked like a fine young man though. "Hey, you look.. sexy." Those were the words I understood. "Want to maybe.. y'kno-" I instantly kissed him because I was that drunk. I leaped on his upper body and wrapped my legs around his waist. He carried my lower half to a room, I think it was the VIP room. 

Fuck, what am I doing with my life. I thought to myself. But I could use this to move on from Jake. He took off my top then ran his fingers through my messy hair. I ruffled his hair and pulled it slightly. He brought his tongue in my mouth. He sucked on my tongue and the saliva dripped everywhere. I took off his shirt and then he took off my bra. 

And there, my memory stopped.

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I woke up and had the worst hangover in my entire life. I turned my head around and saw a duvet on my naked body. I think we had sex last night in his room. I can tell since there's a condom wrapper thrown to the floor. 

I looked at the guy who I had a one night stand with and.. I was fucking dead.

It was Jake. I had a one night stand.. with my ex. How surprising. I got out of the duvet and grabbed my clothes, wore them and left his apartment. I rushed down the stairs to my car then left the building. I could not believe what I have gotten myself into.

Let me check my phone. 9:03AM. I called Jade and after about 3 rings, she picked up. "Jade, you could not guess what happened to me." I turned left to go to my house.

"What happened?" She asked. "Did you get your shoes stepped in dog shit?"

"Nope. It's something even worse."

"I... had a one night stand." Jade started blabbering.

"With who? Is he cute? Does he have a beard?How old is h-"

"With my ex."