Anxious Player

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"Mom! Im going to the park with Connor, is that okay?" I shouted as I grabbed my floral cardigan. "Yeah, just be home by 6."

We walked outside the warm atmosphere with Connor's keys banging against each other as we walk through the small gap between the pavement and his car. He opened the passenger seat door and I scooted my way inside. He closed it afterwards.

He walked towards the driver's seat and inserted the silver keys into the slot, turned it and started the engine. He drove out of the spot in front of my house and started going to the park.

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As we arrive to the park, I grabbed my phone from the arm rest and placed it between my fingers and my palm. He stopped the engine and grabbed the key out of the slot. We both opened the door and left, slamming it against the car afterwards.

"So, tell me something about the things you did with Stacey," I muttered as he hooked my arm with his. "Well, we just made out. Unlike Jake who apparently impregnated her." Connor chuckled at the end.

"How many months has it been? 6?" I asked as he shrugged. "Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you. I got into a fist fight with Nash, and I almost got expelled." My eyes almost buldge out of their sockets as I heard that.

"Well, nobody loves me now." He sighed, making my eyebrows furrow at the thought.

"Who am I to you? Am I a nobody? Am I just a person that doesn't really matter to you?" I asked. "No, you're not a nobody. You are a somebody--you are that somebody to me." He said as he raised my chin up with the tip of his fingers.

"Then why did you say nobody loves me? Did you just forget that I loved you?" I complain as we both sat down on a bench on the middle of the park. "No, because by what I meant of nobody, was everybody excluding you." I sighed since everything was so complicated.

"Hey, you are literally everything to me. You are not a nobody to me." He said as he looked at me deeply with his dilated blue eyes. "You are my everything." He reassured as he kissed me on the cheek.

He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to his side. "What happened with you and Stacey?" I asked as I tilted ny head up to look at him. "Got back with Jake since he was the dad of her baby." I raised my eyebrow at the thought.

"What did you guys really do?" I asked as I crossed my arms. "Just kissed, made out.." He stammered on his words.

I rolled my eyes, that's not all you two did. "You sure?" I asked as he nodded. "What were you thinking!? I had sex with her?" He complained, making me snicker and shake my head.

"Look, I know I'm overprotective and all because of my anxiety, but I'm just looking out for you. Alright?" I sighed.

"Okay, I get it. So, what about you and Levi?" He asked, rolling my eyes. "We're just friends! He's gay." I muttered out of my mouth as he laughed.

"So, he's gay." I nodded.

"You always hang out with literally the weirdest people."

"So does that make you a weirdo?" I asked as he laughed. "Yes. And I am your weirdo and your idiot."

"Oh wait, its 6 already?!" I murmured as I checked my phone. "Wait what?! That's so fast."

"Anyway, would you mind if you'd have dinner with my mom?" I asked as I stood up. "Not at all."

We started walking towards his car and we both opened the doors at the same time and closed it. He inserted the silver key into the slot and started the engine, and drove to my house.

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We arrived at my house for about 10 minutes after we left the park. We both left the car and opened the door to my house.

"Mom! Can Connor have dinner with us?" I asked as I peeped my head through the wall. "Yeah, I'll just cook another steak." She answered as Connor followed me to the piano. I sat in front of the piano whilst he sat behind me with his legs surrounding my waist. He grabbed both my hands and placed them on the hard black and white keys.

He started placing his hands over mine and played the chords of Bite by Troye Sivan. "Kiss me on the mouth and set me free. Sing me like a choir, I can be the subject of your dream."

"Sickening desire, don't you want to see a man up close? A pheonix in the fire, kiss me on the mouth and set me free. But please don't bite."

"Sis, let's go." Lily said as we stopped playing. Connor slid his legs away from my waist and I stood up and walked to the dining room. We both sat down beside each other.

"So, Mr. Collins,"

"Oh, just call me Connor."

"Okay. So Connor, how long have you two been together?"

"Erm, about two months now."

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a/n

im so bored rn
and i uploaded a new cover. u liek?

and also i have no idea where this is going. next chappie prob graduation but its not the end yet.

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