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Oh my Lord, this night was just full of fucking surprises. Connor and I became.. I don't know what to call it. More than a friendship but less than a relationship, something like that. 

I saw my best friend, Marki and God. I don't even think I can go to sleep 'cause of the thoughts swirling around my head.
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Well, I eventually went to sleep. But then I woke up to a shit load of miss calls.. from Jake. Maybe it was because we had sex like two days ago.

He rang my phone and I answered it. "Hello?"

"Babe, please. Let's go back together." I exhaled so arrogantly. I didn't want to go back with him after what I have seen with my virgin eyes.

I ended the call, I didn't want to argue anymore. Last day of the weekend, and tomorrow will be the practice for graduation. Perfect.

I may stay in for the whole day but we'll see. I didn't want to end Senior high so fast, but whatever.

New Chat Group!

My phone buzzed.

Claire: guyss! can we have a farewell party later?

Ryan: where?

Claire: maybe at the country club at 6? we'll be there until like 12 mid.

I opened my phone and replied: sure, why not. whats the attire?

Claire: smth youre comfortable with.

Meghan: Ill ask, w8.

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Well there goes my precious night. I was so jet lag, but maybe this can give me an adrenaline rush?

I immediately texted Jade saying:

Kat: jadejadejaddejade

Jade: what?

Kat: r u coming l8r to the farewell party?

Jade: um yeah sure. wat time?

Kat: 6-12mn.

Jade: fucking hell, are you kidding me?

Kat: so r u coming or not.

Jade: fine I'll go. ill meet you behind your house THEN well go.

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Jade, check. Now what about Connor?

Con: hey.. you coming to the party later?

Kat: yep. :))

Con: ayt. see ya later at the partyyy.

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My squad is complete. And I bet Marki's going there because he's always at parties.

So, now to wait for 5:30. What can I do in the 9 hours I have left? Erm.. maybe have a nice soothing bath? Practice some makeup techniques? Maybe the last one could be the best.

I went to my makeup desk and pulled out my naked palette by Urban Decay. I did a normal black smokey eye and I added a bit of gold to the center. I blended those two together and holy shit, this was the most majestic thing ever.

I finished it off with a sharp cat eye and oh my Lord--this was the best eye I've ever done in a while. But it was too glam.

I took a picture of it--obviously and removed the eye shadow from my eyes. I restarted.

I primed my eyes and added a champagne color onto the whole lid. Then added a transition color, and blended it. I lightly pack on some brown on my crease, blended everything and then added my liner.

Well, I think this is my to-go look but, it's kinda basic. Good enough.

I finished off my face and now had to wait. Actually I have to see what I can wear for tonight.

Erm, should I pick a dress or pants.. Dress is more like it. Well, what kind of dress? Black dress with lace on top? No, too common. What about a black strapless crop top and a high waisted light blue skirt, then I'll top it off with a thin gold belt. Nope, I can't rock a strapless top especially with a lot of jumping. What about a black 3/4 shirt with a peter pan collar. I could actually rock that outfit. Then I'll just curl my hair, put on some white converses and we're done.

Well, makeup and outfit are both done, and now I-- *bzzt*

What now!? I peeked at my phone and it was Jake. Surprise. 

Jake: hey, you coming  to the party?

Well shit. I didn't want to reply because I didn't want to meet up with him nor see him. If I see Jake and Stacey together then he'll probably just say that Connor's a rebound. He wasn't a rebound, I know that. I liked him even before we broke up. 

I heard the back door open and it was Jade. "Jade, why're you here?" I asked as she pulled out her horrible dress. "Oh my. Okay get in the car, we're gonna go shopping." I said as I grabbed my phone and keys. 

We both left the house and went to the mall. Jade would usually look good in black--I don't know why-- but she should choose a new color scheme. "Jade, what else are your favorite colors?" I asked as I stirred the wheel.

"Black, purple, er, anything dark actually." 

"I'm getting you a strapless a-line cocktail dress." Her immediate reaction was this what-the-fuck face. "What!? Why the fuck am I wearing a dress?" 

"Because you can't wear pants. It's weird in a party." She tutted. She propped her chin on her palm and stared out the window. 

We stopped in front of the mall and got out the car. We entered the mall and we went to our first stop, Aesthetic Burnout. It was kind of the shop that had a shit ton of fabulous dresses. "What's your typical size again?" I asked as she raised out a 5. This shop was basically the shops where in they have numbers for sizes instead of small, medium, large.

Purple, black, hm. Oo, I saw a 1/2 shirt with the sleeves as lace. Then a navy blue skirt and a tiny belt on top. Similar to my outfit, and I think it might go well with Jade. I picked them out and gave it to Jade. 

She entered the dressing room and 3 minutes later she came out. Looked pretty nice on her and I had to ask for her opinion. "Kinda cute, still not that nice on me." I tutted and hand gestured her to go back and change.

I stood up and picked out a gray dress with sleeves with a bit of white patterns on it, then a necklace as well. 

I gave it to the room where Jade was dressing in and she grabbed it. She walked out and she nodded with a smirk. I told her to change back and I'll pay for it.

She handed it back to me and I headed to the cashied. She scanned it and I gave her my credit card, I know. Rich ass bitch.

We both left the store and I asked, "Lunch?" She shook her head in response. "I can't, I have to meet up with Alex."

Well shit. "Just go to my house when its like 5:30, okay?" She nodded as I waved at her.

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