Drowning Thoughts

82. Guns

" I'll pull the trigger."

" Honey don't."

" Why?"

" Because you are facing the gun the wrong way."

" What do you mean?"

" The gun shouldn't be pointing at you. It should be faced down. Bullets don't kill demons. Death doesn't end pain. Darkness doesn't give birth to light. If you want to extinguish the dark flames lighted up by the demons in your heart, take away it's oxygen. Bullets don't work on flames either does darkness. If you kill yourself, these demons win. The pain goes on. It's becomes a process."

She slowly dropped her gun and started tearing.

" Great job honey, the war has not ended. You have not lost . Not today and never will."