The Red Butterfly (My Lady Gangster 2) :Published under Lifebooks

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Fia's POV

I woke up feeling a tired. Napamulat lang ako bigla nang maramdaman ang paggalaw ng katabi ko, alam kong si Renz iyon. Pero hindi ko inaasahan ang mabubungaran ko.

"Fck!" I cursed seeing we're both nake under the sheets. Did something happen? What happen last night? The last thing I remembered was we're dining with Zia and Lhester. And speaking of which, we're still at their house.

Napasapo ako kaagad sa ulo ko, sumasakit ito. Kaya napapikit ako.

"Hun, please. Please," I kept begging Renz as I was back hugging him. I felt so hot all over.

"Fia, Zia drugged you. They lock us up. Please, come back to your senses." Renz beg not looking back at me. Kaya humiwalay ako sa yakap at hindi inintindi ang sinabi niya. Sobrang naiinitan na ako at hinubad ang robang tangin saplot ko.

Damn I am not sane anymore. I think I already took 3 baths, but it's still not enough. The aphrodisiac was strong, I can't fight it.

"Renz, please." I begged once again. But he won't look my way. Kaya naman humiga na ako sa kama at pilit iniipit ang puson ko. It fcking hurts!

"Ah! Ugh," inda ko sa sakit ng puson ko. Sobrang init, sobrang sakit, hindi ko na alam san ko pa ibabaling ang ulo ko. Wala na rin akong marinig na ibang tao sa labas ng silid, alam ko ring 'di kami pagbubuksan ni Zia. Kaya napapakapit na lang ako sa bedsheet.

"It hurts," I almost cried of the pain. That's when Renz looked at me. He was shock seeing me naked and at the same time suffering. Halatang pinipigilan niyang lumapit sa akin, pero nag-aaalangan na siya.

"Hun, please. Help me." I said looking straight to his eyes. I don't know what I really am feeling, but I know I want him. I want Renz.

"Fia, I can't do that. I don't want to touch you. Baka kamuhian mo lang ako akapag nawala na ang epekto ng droga."

Napapikit na anman na ako sa sakit. "Please. Renz. Ah! It hurts so much."

"Fia, I said no." Tumalikod na naman siya, pero sobrang sakit na talaga. I need to feel him. I stood up and walked towards Renz. I embrace him from behind and caressed his body.

"Fia," he warned.

"Renz," my breathing was heavy already. I feel like I'm going to die because of the heat.

"Fia, no." He held my hand on his chest and tried to steady it, but I tried to free it.

"Renz, I can't bear longer. I need you. Please, make love with me."

With that Renz stood frozen. I know he's thinking, but I grabbed the opportunity. Pumunta ako sa harapan niya at siniil siya ng halik. Nakakapit ang isang kamay ko sa leeg niya, samantalang naglalakbay sa dibdib niya ng isa pa.

"Uh," Napahiwalay ako nang maramdaman na naman ang sakit sa puson ko. Napapikit ako sa sakit. Sobrang sakit pa rin.

Nang mag- angat naman ako ay nakita kong naawa na si Renz sa kalagayan ko. "Hun, please. I can't do this anymore."

Napabuntong hininga naman siya at niyakap ako.

"I'm sorry, Fia. You'll hate me for this. But I don't want to see you suffer."

With that he let go of the hug and kissed me. I almost ran out of breathe when we landed on bed. I don't know if it's because of the drugs, but I felt really happy. I felt fulfilled.