Living With Smosh

Sometimes its hard

AMYS POV

I woke up cuddling with Ian. Everything felt right again. Ian's phone wrung but he didn't move. I guess he was sound asleep. I answered the phone it was Anthony.

"Hello?" I said in a sleepily voice.

"Ian?" Anthony asked. Even in his voice you can tell there's something wrong.

"No Amy, Ian's still sleeping I can take a message though."

"He has to work today for scripting and fittings I did that yesterday. tomorrow we will both be in to help script....which reminds me Amy Ian should be gone all day today and Kalel is visiting her parents. Do you think I could take you out for lunch?"

"I will give Ian the message and sure Anthony that sounds great! See you around 12:00 okay?"

"Great see you then." With that I hung up the phone. This will be great I can hang out with Anthony and possibly he will tell me what's wrong.

"Who was that?" Ian said waking up and scratching his head sleepily.

"Anthony he said you have to work today for script and fittings. Then tomorrow to help more with scripting." Ian frowned.

"Dammit."

"What's wrong?" I said smiling and getting closer to Ian.

"Ah it doesn't really matter. I better get up and get ready if I have to go the Smosh head quarters."

Ian yawned and got up. I smiled and soon fell back asleep.

LATER THAT DAY!

I got dressed in just a white shirt that had some frilly stuff on the top with some shorts. For my hair I just pulled it up in a pony tail and waited for Anthony to arrive.

"Hey Amy, wow you didn't have to get all dolled up." Anthony smiled as I swung the door open.

"Trust me this isn't getting dolled up. So where are we going." I said smiling back as I walked to the car with him.

"I guess you will just find out." Anthony answered smirking. It only took a couple minutes until we reached where we were going.

"See I wanted to make you something." Anthony said it was then when I realized we where just at Anthony's house.

"Aw Anthony that's so sweet." I smiled we walked Into the house Together and I smiled at the sight. Anthony had set up a cute little dinner that looked all formal.

"Wow, this is so cool."

"Yeah So shall we sit down?" Anthony smiled and i nodded taking his arm that he extended out as a gesture. It seemed he was trying to hard. Why did it matter anymore? Whatever I shouldn't question him.

LATER.

Well the lunch was nice. Now we decided to watch a movie. This should be fun.

"So what movie do you want to watch. We have a lot of Disney and super man stuff. Only because of Kalel. You know she's into all that." Anthony said picking through a pile of movies. I smiled and walked closer looking at all of the movies.

"Hmm I don't know there's a lot I didn't expect for you guys to have so many Disney movies. We have some horror movies at my house and some other things. I mean I don't know what you would rather watch." I smiled looking at all the movies spread out on the floor.

"Oh, horror movies sound a little better. Lets just head over to your house." While we where in the car it mostly remained quiet but then Anthony started to speak.

"So..I heard you where having a baby girl." Anthony's voice seemed a little depressed. I sure wish I new what was wrong with him.

"Yeah! We are still thinking about names for her. I'm thinking Lucy Hecox. I love that name, but Ian has some other ideas." My voice was so full of joy but Anthony didn't crack one smile. He just stared at the road. Not speaking.

"Anthony." I said my voice dropped again.

"What?" He said acting normal again.

"What is wrong with you lately?! You have been acting weird ever since that one night. What is wrong you need to tell me!" Anthony stopped the car in front of my house and started to get out. Not saying a word we walked into the house Together.

"Look Amy. It's complicated. Plus you shouldn't worry about it." Anthony said. Looking straight into my eyes. I reached out my hand and brushed his hair away from his eye.

"Anthony I don't care if it's complicated. I am your best friend at least I though. I want to know what's wrong with you...I care I really do. If I didn't I wouldn't ask." I said still looking up into his eyes he smiled a. Smirk. And then began to speak.

"Amy you have been my best friend since middle school. In fact I wanted to date you in middle school. Amy I have liked you pretty much my whole life! But you married my best friend...and yours I guess. And now you guys are having a kid. So I have no chance at all anymore. Don't get me wrong I'm so happy that you and Ian are happy. But really it upsets me. Only because I love you and I always will and I have tried so hard. I have Kalel and yes I love her very much but Amy no one will ever top you." Anthony said the whole thing looking straight into my eyes while he held my hand. My stomach turned and my heart beat faster than ever. What was I suppose to say?

"Anthony I..." I couldn't say anything more. Anthony came closer and we kissed. It felt so passionate. I really did love him....a lot. But I had Ian and I couldn't betray him. I pulled away from Anthony.

"Anthony I'm so sorry but...." Anthony cut me off.

"It's okay Amy I understand. I should go anyways. With that Anthony left me standing there. I had no words. And he left. I feel so bad and confused.