The wolf and his guard(boyxboy)

Alex

Okay this chapter will have rape,but I didn't go into the evil details of it too much. 

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Alex pov:

Stretching I look up at the ceiling of my room wondering why I felt weird,like my body lighter oddly and I felt more....in tune with myself which scared me a lot.

"Good morning mon Loup." Sebastian says coming into view smiling at me. Smiling back I start getting into a sitting position only to suddenly floop back on the bed weak and feeling like my limbs were leaded.

Oh my god I've been drugged! Oh please not again. I whimper in my mind as I whine weakly closing my eyes tightly. Last time or should I say all the times I was drugged never ended well for me,they always ended with me getting beaten,raped,or experimented on.

"Calm down Alex,you're not drugged. Your body is just having to adjust to your powers,I guess my mother awoke them by accident." Sebastian soothed sitting next to me and petting me hair. I hated being not able to move with a passion.

"I know mon loup,I know you hate this but it's only for a few hours." Seb says trying to calm me,but I really hate this a lot. Being like this is making the memories I don't want coming back up showing their ugly heads again.

Whimpering my body starts trembling as the memoried flow by, the worst being my first time. Losing what should have been only for my mate to someone who hated and abused me,that day was the worst.

-Flashback-

"Come here pet." The mean man says and I obey knowing he'd hit me again with that spiked belt. My back and back of legs were still sore from hitting me two days ago when I angered him by not picking up quick enough.

"Good boy." He says with a smirk grabbing me suddenly making me scream in terror as he injects something into my skinny arm. I cry as he drags me across the room by my arm,tears going down my face as I try weakly to yank my arm free cause I don't wanna be hurt again.

Growling he flings me into a wall and my skinny body make a loud thump and there's a small crack from a bone or two breaking from the impact. I fall to the floor with a soft sound too dazed to move,realizing why he's being mean to me, today is the day I'm suppose to shift my tenth birthday.

"Stupid dog!" He hisses yanking me up by hair and strangely I can't move,like my whole body is numb and won't move at all. "Looks like it's worked good~" he purrs in his horrible voice he uses when I'm about to get hurt or I did something wrong.

He drags me into a room throwing me roughly on the bed,I can't move to fight him as he rips my clothes off an evil smirk on his face. I'm trembling as tears pool down my face before I scream in pain in terror.

-End Flashback-

After that he raped me more,I hated myself for letting him do that to me. It was after that I think me wolf left me,I never felt him after that or even before that.

I come out of my memory to feel my mate rocking me gently whispering soothingly into my hair. Strangely I feel wet spots on my hair making it feel damp and I can feel Sebastian shaking as he holds me gently.

"It' okay Alex,I'll never let him hurt you again I swear." He says in a dark voice that make me shiver wondering what he means. Does he mean he'll lock away or keep me safe from my demon who is an evil wizard.

I hope I can trust him,after having my trust broken so many times it would be a great to finally have someone I trust.

"Okay" I whisper deciding to believe him and trust him as I fall asleep slowly and I'm not sure but I think think I saw him smiled happily.

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My poor Alex,he has so many demons that will come to light soon :( 

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