first mistake

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All I could see was the blood of those I had ended up torturing in hell. I could feel eyes watching me. I awoke to see cas laying next to me watching me sleep. "What were you dreaming about I tried to wake you. It seemed unpleasant." "NEVER SAY THAT AGAIN!" "I'm sorry dean please don't hurt me." Why does he think I would hurt him? "Cas baby why do you think I would hurt you?" "Long ago I was abused if I did something wrong. I just never wanted to end up a scared little mess. But I love you Dean nothing could change that." He loves me. How could he love me. He does know there are other choices right. I love Castiel but he needs to learn that I am not his only choice. "Cas baby you do know that there are other people you could love." "Yes Dean I do but I love you. I will always love you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was in the shower and I could here cas crying. I knew something was wrong. What I saw I would never had suspected... I didn't know how bad his mental state was. I knew he was an angel and only certain things could physically hurt him but I got sad and mad all at once.

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