struggling➾ phan (complete)

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its been a few weeks since phil has been back. i was starting to enjoy myself more. my body seemed to feel okay, i was regrowing all of my lost hair, and my skin began to color again. i wasn't as pale anymore and my fingernails turned back into their pink tones instead of their blue ones. i only gained about five pounds so far but i feel better than ever, even if I don't look it.

i walked up to dots, and ruffled his soft fur, "good morning dots" he nuzzled his nose into my hands before laying back down.

phil was still asleep surprisingly, so i made some coffee and breakfast for him. i made it simple, just some eggs and waffles.

i set the plates and called him down. he was accompanied with dots, he walked down the stairs shirtless and with dots by his side. he always looked best in the morning. he looked brighter and his hair was always messy.

i smiled enthusiastically "morning" i said, he nodded and yawned. he was never a morning person.

we finished eating quickly, and phil seemed to be doing better by then. he was always grumpy before he ate, which was a downside.

"dan i'm very proud of you for even trying."

"thank you phil, i feel better now, i know i'm not completely recovered but i know that day will come."

he smiled, and continued speaking "because of that i wanted to ask you...if you want to try and be more than friends."

my heart fluttered, and i said yes right away.

"im so in love with you dan, and im glad you got better enough for me to let you know, and i grew enough balls to apologize."

"i love you too, and im glad too because if it weren't for that we would never be where we are now. and i'm just happy i can say that we're friends again."

he smiled and walked forward, cupping my cheeks with his warm hands. he pressed his lips to mine and in that moment i felt complete. phil completes me and i don't know where i would be without him, because he saved my life and he helped to end the war that i was in with myself. and i will forever love him for that.

A/N
this was such a stupid ending, sorry lmao but oh well, anyways this book is finally done so please go read my ongoing book called 'lonely eyes' it's another phan book thanks I love you and thank you for getting me as far as I've come ♥