Long Lost Dream (5sos) [EDITING]

chapter 26

5 days later

Lily's pov

So we are finally going on tour with little mix and it's super exciting for me and the girls. At last we can proudly call ourselves 'Black Angels'. Don't know for how long I have waited for this day. We will be joining them next week. We still have time. I'm almost done with the song that I'm writing with Liam and Louis and it's so good. I can't wait to write songs for our band. I'm in my room right now and I can't sleep because of the excitement. Just one more week and then I'll be rehersing with my band and soon we will be performing in front of thousands of fans. I hope this works out and people love us. Me and June live together and curently I'm in my room and she is in hers. I was trying to sleep when I heard a noise. I looked around and there was nothing.

*thud*

What is this sound? I switched on the lights and there was nothing. I looked under the bed, outside the room. Nothing was there.

*thud*

Then I looked at the window and saw there were small rocks lying all over my small balcony that is attached to my window. I opened the window and looked down. What the hell. I couldn't believe what I saw. I rubbed my eyes. I'm definately dreaming. Somebody was throwing rocks at my window and that somebody was
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Michael.

What? How? Isn't his tour going on? What is he doing in my backyard? Why is here in the middle of the night? I'm confused as hell. How does he know I live here. I was staring him all this time and he was looking back at me. What should I do? How do I react? No doubt I missed him so much but everytime I think about him the images of him kissing some other girl comes to my mind and that hurts me. Then I saw Michael was holding a board. He showed me and it was written 'I MISS YOU' on it. Please Michael stop it. I can't believe he has still not moved on. But i can't forgive him. He bloody cheated on me. I shook my head. I didnt wanted to talk to him. Then he turned the board and it was written 'PLEASE?'. Ohh god. Ok I give up. I went downstairs in the backyard where he was standing.

"Why are you here?" I asked him. It sounded pretty rude but I don't care.

"I'm here for you Lily. I miss you. I'm sorry. I didnt even get to apologize to you" he said and his eyes were wet.

"It doesn't matter now Michael. Please leave" I said coldly. I was controlling my emotions. I can't let him know how hurt im. I wanted to show him that I'm strong and doing good without him but the truth is im still in love with him.

"I love you Lily. Please give me chance I'll prove it" he said.

"Get the fuck out of my house before I call the cops" I replied. Shit. This is all my ego speaking. Don't go Michael please. What is happening with me. It's like I have dual personality. He came all the way to New York for me and I'm treating him like this. He looked sad and hurt. He didn't say anything.

"I said LEAVE" I shouted. I was angry and hurt. I don't know what I'm saying. I have no control on my emotions right now. He looked into my eyes one last time and turned around. I wanted to stop him and kiss him but my ego didn't let me do that. As he was walking back a small box fell out of his pocket which he didn't realised. Soon Michael was gone. I went near that box, picked it up and opened it. What I saw inside made me cry hard. There was a small necklace with a heart shaped pendant and 'M' was written inside that heart. It was so beautiful. It just made me cry more. Tears were rolling down my eyes and were not stopping. Without thinking for a minute I took the necklace and put it on.

"I miss you Michael. I love you too." I whispered to myself.

"Then why did you let him go?" I heard a voice. I turned around and saw June standing.

"I don't know. I was hurt and angry. I didnt knew what to do" I said to her. I was still sobbing. I want him back. I regret my decision. I should have forgiven him.

"Lily..take your time. I'm sure he will wait for you and if he does then definately he is the right man for you." June said to me.

"What if he doesn't?" I asked her. I don't want him to go to some other girl. I want him to be with me.

"Well then..umm.. I guess in that case what you did today is correct. But I'm pretty sure that guy will wait for you. I could see love in his eyes" she replied.

"You sound cheesy but I hope you are right" I said to her with a small laugh. She hugged me and wiped my tears. She always does that and I love her so much.

"Now go sleep. You need beauty sleep rockstar" she said and then we both went inside. I was laying on my bed just thinking about Michael. Where did he go? Why did he come in between his tour? Does he really love me? Yes he does and I love him too. Im sorry michael.

Calum's pov

"What?" I shouted.

"Sorry but I really have to leave. Don't worry another hairstylist will come" she said.

"Are you crazy Maddie I don't care about hairstylist. I want my girlfriend. Why are you leaving? I thought you'll be with me for the whole tour. Don't go please" I requested her. She came to me and pecked my lips.

"I have to go. I'll be back soon. Hannah needs me. You know she isn't feeling well with all that's going with her family" she explained me.

"But Cara and Lily can go. Why only you?" I asked her. Why is she leaving me suddenly.

"Cara is busy with her shows and Lily is busy with song writing with one direction. Try to understand baby" she replied packing her bags.

"What about hannah's brother?" I asked her. He is also there to handle everything then why is my girlfriend going. She paused as if thinking of an answer.

"Umm..he..he is selected in a soccer team so he is going out of country. Don't worry I'll be back soon" she answered me looking away. It looked like she was lying to me but why would she. There's nothing to hide. Now she was done with packing her bags.

"At least cuddle with me for the last time before you go tomorrow" I said to her. She came to me and kissed me. Okay so now like all other boys I also have to deal with being away from my girlfriend. But the guys are not dating actually. Anyways i have no idea how will I survive without her. This would be the first time we are separated but as she said just for a short time.

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A/N- okay I cried writing Lily's part. I'm sorry for playing with your emotions. Anyways i thought of many things to add in the story but since not much people are reading. I'll just try to end this story quickly but still many chapters are still left.