Long Lost Dream (5sos) [EDITING]

chapter 28

2 weeks later

Hannah's pov

So now our journey as a band has started and we couldn't be happier. We are currently sitting with little mix girls and they are so sweet and supportive. We can't thank them enough. They keep encouraging us and that is why we have started working on our own songs. Currently we all our sitting in the lounge area of the house that we all girls are staying in and let me tell you this house is bigger than that of the boys which means that it's actually like a mansion. We all share rooms. Me and cara share one room, Lily and Maddie, Perrie and Jade, and Leigh Ann and Jesy share the other. This was the first time I have met the girls in person and I can already see a strong friendship between both our bands.

"So you guys wanna eat something? Im starving" Jesy said.

"Yeah me too" Lily replied.

"Lets order chinese" I suggested.

"No pizza" Lily said. She always eats pizza.

"No Chinese no pizza.. let's order italian" Jade interrupted.

"Can we have Thai?" Cara asked.

"NO" Lily shouted.

"Can I suggest something" Leigh Ann said.

"As if there are already less suggestions" Perrie said rolling her eyes.

"Why don't we order everything in small quantity and share.. in this way we all can eat every type of food" Leigh Ann suggested. Everybody turned to her.

"What?" She asked softly.

"You are genius Leigh ann.. I think I have a favourite" Maddie said giving her a side hug.

"What *cough* about *cough* me *cough*?" Perrie spoke. Everybody laughed. Perrie is so entertaining. Then we ordered everybody's favourite item. After half an hour the food arrived and we all had a lovely dinner in our pyjamas watching frozen.

"Ok guys it's late I'm gonna go and sleep" Jade said yawning. It was 1am.

"Yeah me too.. I'm sleepy" Maddie said holding Jade's hand.

"Well I'm also going. You all should go to bed soon. We have rehersals in the morning" Cara said standing up.

"Yes mom" Lily and Perrie replied not taking their eyes off from the movie.
Now only me Lily, Leigh Ann and Perrie were sitting watching movie. Jesy slept on the couch while watching so we decided not to disturb her. Suddenly my phone goes off. Who is calling at this time? I checked the phone and it was Ashton. What? I made my way out of the room where there was no one. He hasn't talked to me all this while time. Not even once after he broke up then why is he calling now. I picked it up.

"Hello? Hannah?" He said.

"Ohh..hi ash" I replied sounding cheerful.

"Hey..how are you? How's everything going?" He asked.

"Amazing. I'm good. What about you? How are the boys?" I also asked him.

"Yeah..they all are fine. Everything is good." He answered. Then we talked about a little bit about music and the boys and girls.

"Umm.. Hannah I want to say something" he said.

"Yeah go ahead" I replied.

"I miss you Hannah. I miss cuddling with you. So I was thimking maybe we can get back together?" He asked. I was totally shocked. I did not expected that at all. I got little panicked.

"So basically you just need a cuddling partner" I said. I really didn't wanted to say that but it sounded that he didn't want me but he actually need to show others that he has me.

"What? No Hannah it's not like that. You know very well that I love you and I told you I'll be coming back for you. I just want us to be back" he told me.

"Well.. you see Ashton relationship does not involve one person there are two. My feelings my opinions also matter. You just can't leave me when you want and come back as per your wish." I said. There was silent. He didn't speak. We both were quiet for some time.

"So what do you wanna say?" He spoke softy.

"I'm sorry Ashton but I'm not ready" I replied to him. I know I'm doing a mistake but I want him to realise my importance. I love him to death but all I want is for him to understand my feelings.

"Ohh...okay.. as you wish.. umm but I'll still be waiting for you. Take your time Hannah banana. Bye love" he said and ended the call. I didn't realised but a tear rolled out of my eye. I quickly wiped it.

"Get your ass back Hannah" I heard Lily shouting. I went back to the room trying to forget what just happened.

Michael' pov

We just came back after our performance and we all were sweating. It was the best night of my life. I didn't wanted to leave the stage and wanted to perform all night. Right now Calum is in the shower and me and Luke are sitting in our dressing room. Once we all get fresh we will head back to our tour bus. I don't know where Ashton is. Actually I didn't see him at all after the show.

"Luke where's Ashton?" I asked him.

"I saw him outside. He was on the phone" he replied me lying on the couch with his eyes closed. Then I thought of tweeting something since I have been inactive lately. I pulled out my phone and tweeted.

@Michael5sos: best night of my life..thank you for coming tonight..love you all :*

Then I was going through everything that I missed out. I saw couple of tweets about little mix and black angels. The fans were going crazy over these two bands performing together. I was actually happy for them. Little mix really helped them but I wish we could have done something for them like given them a push but I messed it up that night. I was scrolling when my eyes caught a photo. It was a photo tweeted by Lily. She was with Liam. Ahhh... I don't feel good about it. I read the caption.

@lily_irwin: just finished a song..had so much fun with @Real_Liam_Payne :) hope to see you soon.. love ya :*

Then I saw fans commenting how excited they are for their song and how cute they look. Ohh shut up you people she looks way better with me. Obviously I was feeling jealous. If they are dating then I don't know what will I do. I'll just have to forget her which is like impossible for me. Why does this girl drive me so crazy? Then I saw what I didn't wanted to see.

@Real_liam_Payne: I'll see you soon Lily :) lots of love <3

Okay so this is not good. He replied to her and fans have started calling them a couple. Kill me now. God this is so complicated. I feel so jealous seeing any other guy near Lily but she doesn't even want to see me so I should not bother her. It's her life and her decision whatever she wants to do and with whom she wants to spend her life and clearly it's not me.

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A/N- i wanna say thank you to those who are still reading my story.. love you all.. so another chapter...
i guess it's time Michael should give up on Lily.. i don't know what will happen next :p