Long Lost Dream (5sos) [EDITING]

chapter 40

(Warning: not a proper smut but anyways i thought i should just inform :p)

Lily's pov

Our tour is over now. It was fun till the time Maddie was with us. No she is not dead but has still not recovered. I'm so worried. The fans pray for her and that's the best thing because it shows how much they support us. Yeah we have fans now and they love us. We love them too but we also have our share of haters which is obvious. Many girls hate us and call us whores just because we are dating 5sos. This is so stupid I mean just because we have famous boyfriends doesn't make us sluts. Anyways i don't give a shit about what people say. We live with the boys in the same house. Well it's more like a mansion. The world knows about our relationships so it's totally cool to stay together. Currently me, Hannah and Cara are writing songs for our new album which will be released soon. We are almost done with our songs. We have also added one song that Maddie once wrote and everytime we hear it it makes us cry. We have decided to dedicate our album to Maddie. Though she hasn't sung any songs or given any music to it still she is a part of it.

"Okay so there are 15 songs in total" Cara said checking her laptop.

"Should we drop a single first to see if we get good response. More like a music video?" Hannah asked. She has a point.

"Well yeah we can think about it. Should we talk to our management?" Cara replied her.

"No I don't think that's a good idea." I said to them.

"Why?" Hannah asked me.

"Because I want our first video to be with all four of us not just three of us" I answered her. Their faces dropped.

"You are right. We can't do this without maddie" Hannah spoke softly and a tear rolled out of her eye.

"Hey... she will be fine soon and then we are filming our first music video" Cara said and gave Hannah a side hug. Suddenly Michael, Luke and Ashton came bursting through the door.

"Can't you people give us some alone time?" Cara asked them.

"How come you are alone when there are three of you" michael said and strted laughing. Cara rolled her eyes.

"Why are you here anyways?" She asked.

"Next week is calum's birthday. We have to make it special for him." Ashton replied. I was laying on michael's lap and god I missed him so much. He kissed my forehead and whispered "last night was amazing." I could feel myself blushing.

"Okay lovebirds something important is going on here" Luke said gesturing to us. This guy needs to chill.

"How about throwing him a surprise party?" I suggested.

"No. We always throw surprise parties. Remember maddie's birthday we..." hannah started but stopped and looked at all of us. Everybody was silent. I remember how happy Maddie was when she saw all famous bands at her party then I remembered our first performance as a band in front of them. All lovely memories just rushed into my mind.

"We can't celebrate while she is in the hospital" Cara said softly looking down at her fingers.

"How about we just go out for a simple dinner?" Luke suggested. Before we could answer him we heard someone say.

"Are you all out of your fucking minds?"

We turned around and saw Calum standing in the doorway. We all looked at each other. I think he heard everything we said.

"Cal we just want to make it special for you" michael answered him.

"Without Maddie? I don't want any party or any dinner. It's just a normal day so please get this thought out of your minds that we are celebrating because I'm not intrested in celebrating my fucking birthday" he shouted and then started crying. Ashton ran towards him and hugged.