Poems/Songs

Slipping Away

I feel that you're slipping away
We're drifting apart
And I can't stop it

My demons are rising up
And I can't stop them anymore
They're telling me we'll lose each other
And I can't stop their words from coming true

My goodness is being forced down
The right in my mind is slowly disappearing
And you can't help anymore
You can't help if we're drifting apart

I feel that you're slipping away
We're drifting apart
And I can't stop it

You're the only one
And you're falling behind
Behind the curtains

So I don't see you
So I don't hear you

You're slipping away
And I can't stop it

The darkness is closing in
You can't brighten my world if your not there
The numbness is coming and fading
All at the same time
And I don't know what to do anymore.

I feel that you're slipping away
We're drifting apart
And I can't stop it

You're the only one
And you're falling behind
Behind the curtains

So I don't see you
So I don't hear you

You're slipping away

There's nothing I can do
To make you stay
Stay and help me
Stay and let me help you

There's nothing you can do
To hold on to me
We're drifting apart
And we can't stop it

I feel that you're slipping away
We're drifting apart
And I can't stop it

You're the only one
And you're falling behind
Behind the curtains

So I can't see you
So I can't hear you

You're slipping away from me

I feel that you're slipping away
We're drifting apart
And I can't stop it anymore

You're the only one
And you're falling behind
Behind the curtains

So I can't see you
So I can't hear you

You're slipping away
And I can't stop it

I can't lose you

But you're slipping away
And I can't stop it

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Hey guys. I just now wrote this. I wrote it kind of about RadRiley but also kinda not. I was inspired by No Ordinary Love by Memphis May Fire, and yeah.

Angel, I just feel like we don't talk as much as we used to. And I keep thinking whether we'll still be friends in a year, or five years. I mean, you're at least a year older than me, and you'll graduate before me. Get a job before me. You'll become an adult before me, and I feel like adults and teenagers still in high school usually aren't friends. I don't want to lose you. I can't. You're the only one who understands, and is there for me. I just feel like we aren't as close as we used to be. I've been feeling kinda jealous and upset when you're talking to other people too. I don't wanna seem clingy, but I honestly can't lose you. You're the only one there. I trust you. I know it's probably not safe considering I don't know you irl, but I don't really care. You're my best friend. My parents think you're probably some old creepy perv, but I know you're not. And if you are, you sure as heck don't act like one. I trust you. A lot. And you're my best friend. I can't lose you. I love you so much, and I don't know what I'd do if I lost you. Please don't leave me.

Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
-Raylee