You're so oblivious
You really can't tell
How upset
I really am
You say I'm tuning you out
I'm not
I can't deal with you anymore
You're slowly killing me
Even now
You act like you don't care
How I really feel
Your "friend abuse" jokes really do hurt
I don't show it
I brush it off
I act like it doesn't bother me
But it does
You'll never know
What's really wrong
Because I'll never know
If I can trust you
You act like
You haven't given me a reason
Not to trust you
But you have
I say I'm sorry
But I'm not anymore
This is your fault
This is your fault
I can't take it
I can't blame myself anymore
This is not all my fault
It never was
You get mad
Like I'm nothing to you
Like you honestly don't care
About me
I try to make amends
But you won't listen
I want to make things right
But you won't let me
I say I'm sorry
But not anymore
I don't mean it anymore
Then you act like you care
Being nice and fake caring
Isn't what I want
People say you reacted that way because you care
But I don't believe it
I can't believe it
I say I won't tell you
You get upset
For no reason
I don't have to tell you anything
Be grateful for what I do tell you
Because if I could take it back
I would
Our "fake fights" really do hurt
I don't show it
I brush it off
I act like it doesn't bother me
But it does
You'll never know
What's really wrong
Because I'll never know
If I can really trust you
I'll never know
If I can trust you
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Ok. First off, before anyone thinks it means something else, the 'friend abuse' thing isn't that bad. When my friend I wrote this about gets really happy or something, she tends to (what I call) happy slap people. She'll spaz and slap someone arm repeatedly. It's funny, but it really hurts. And she does it a lot too. But yeah. I wrote this about one of my friends in real life. That's about all I'm gonna say.
There is a reference in this poem to one of my first. If anyone can guess it, I'll read one of their stories.
Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
-Raylee
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