Poems/Songs

It's The Truth

I'm falling now
It's nothing but downhill from here
No more up
It's downhill now

She's happy
And that makes me happy
But now it'll be different
She'll have less time for me

I'm still glad I have the chance to talk to her
But it'll be less often now

And this doesn't help how I feel
I don't think she really understands
How strong my feelings are

Sometimes I only think
She said she felt the same
To make me feel better about myself
Because she's happy now
With someone else

I know it probably never would've happened anyway
But I had hope
Just I tiny bit
One last sliver
In my hopeless life

She's got someone else to make her happy now
She doesn't really need me
Sure I cheered her up
But that doesn't mean I always will

Sure it'll be a long time before I meet her
But I had hope
She was actually telling the truth
About how she felt

I wonder if she even remembers
What I said that day
I wonder if she knows
That I still feel the same way now

I wonder if she knows
That I was upset when she told me
I told her I was happy for her
And I am
But now I know
It'll never be me

I wonder if she'll know
That this is about her
Or if she'll be completely oblivious

She'll probably guess
As soon as she reads this

But I want her to know
That what I said that day
About how I felt
Still remains the truth

It's still true

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I'm not gonna say much about this. I think it's kinda obvious what it's about. And I'm not gonna say who it's about cause she'll probably be able to guess. Anyway, yeah. I love you guys.💖

Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
-Raylee