I can't tell her
She can never know
She'll break me again
This time for good
She'll get mad at me
She'll hate me
She'll leave me
She'll abandon me
She'll leave me alone
To swim through the ocean
To brave the storm
To journey through the forest
To walk through the meadow
To fall down the mountain
Only to climb right back up
She'll leave me alone
I don't wanna be alone
I guess that in reality,
I'll be alone
But out of it,
I've got so many
Angel
Maggie
Megan
Chantelle
Lucy
Poppy
Michelle
So many
That are there for me
That'll listen
To every word I have to say
To every rant I have to get out
To every little thing that I send them
They'll listen
Not her
She'll run
Before she even
Listens to one word
I have to say
She'll never hear
What I have to say
About her
About me
About you
About anyone
Or anything
She won't understand
She didn't understand
She doesn't understand
She'll never understand
What I did
Or why I did it
I won't do it again
I made that vow
To her
And to myself
She doesn't know that though
Because she won't listen
She won't try to understand
What I have to say
Why I have to say it
What I did
Or why I did it
I can't tell her
She won't listen
She won't understand
History will only repeat itself
That same day
Will happen again
And just like I was
I'll be broken to pieces
With no one to pick them up
No one to make sure I don't get stepped on
By her
By anyone
And everyone
No one to pick me up
From the mountain I've fallen down
No one to save me
From the ocean I'm drowning in
No one to endure
This terrifying storm with me
No one to guide me
Through the forest I'm lost in
No one to walk
Through this meadow with me
I can't tell her
It'll ruin it all
I won't survive
She will hate me
I can't tell her
It'll ruin it all
I can't tell her
I won't survive
I can't tell her
She will hate me
I can't tell her
No
I really can't tell her
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I wrote this about something I wish I were able to tell my best friend in real life, but I can't. I can't trust her. And now I have to keep secrets from her. That all I'm gonna say about this poem thing.
Also there are two reference in this to my very first poem I ever posted on here. If anyone can guess one of them or both of them, I'll read one of their stories.
Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
-Raylee
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Poems/Songs
شِعرThis book is gonna be for poems/song things that I write. I have been writing poems a lot lately because I've been really inspired. I hope you enjoy them!!
