Poems/Songs

I Don't Deserve You

You're my best friend
And I wish I could help
But you're too far away
And I've got to way to reach you

I wish I could be there
I wish I could help
But I'm just hopeless

I'm so sorry, Angel
That I can't make it easier
I'm sorry
That I can't make your problems go away

I understand
If you what to abandon me
Because I'm a terrible friend
But always know
I love you so much

I'm sorry
That I'm worthless
And I'm sorry
I have no use

I'm sorry
That I can't be there
I'm sorry
That you are disappointed

If I could
I promise I'd do everything to help
But my parents are stopping me
And I can't reach you by myself

Angel, I understand if you want to leave me
As a friend and more
But I would too if I were you
Because I'm no use

I'm so sorry
That you've given up
I wish you would've told me sooner
But it probably wouldn't have made a difference anyways

This doesn't mean I'm giving up on you
I never have and I never will
But this means
I've given up on myself

I've tried to stay strong
I've tried to help you
But I'm useless
And I destroy every relationship That matters to me

Just remember, Angel
I love you so much
More than you know

And that'll always be true

___________________________

I'm sorry I can't help, Angel.

Stay strong, be you, and love yourself.💫
- Raylee