A.D.D.I.C.T [h.f.t)

11.

"Thanks." I say as we get inside my dorm room and Rowen sits on her bed and watches us. "Don't mention it." He says and waves goodbye to Rowen and leaves our room, so I go over to my bed and sit down.

"So what's going on with you two." Rowen asks as she sits up and rests her head on her hands and looks over at me. "Nothing's going on between us." I say but Rowen continues on staring at me, "stop staring, I need to do some work. I'm behind since I went out." I say and she scrunches up her face and lays back down and stares at the ceiling while I lean over to my bedside table and take out my Romeo and Juliet book and start to make notes on it. I shouldn't have gone out tonight, I am so behind and I never even got to talk to my mum.

I don't even know what is happening to me, I keep on forgetting to follow my rule book - I know how I wanted my life to be like in college and at the minute it's nothing like I had planned. After reading at least three chapters I look at my phone and see that I have a missed call from home so I try to phone my mum, although it will be really late in England.

"Hello?"
"Hi mum."
"Emerson it's five in the morning."
"Sorry I got carried away reading."
"Oh okay, how's college?"
"It's okay, it was Rowens birthday today."
"Your roommate?"
"Yeah she turned 20."
"Not long till your birthday now"
"Don't mention it."
"Okay hunny I'm going to go back to sleep and your father and I are coming up to see you in a few days."
"Uh okay love you"

I turn my phone off and place it down next to me on my bed and I take my book and close it and place it on my bedside table, I get inside my bed and then turn around to face the wall and try to get some sleep.

"Ah I love when you do this to me." I say as I feel him going down on me and driving me crazy as usual.
"Fuck." He says as he comes back up and licks his lips and then mine.

I wake up panting and sweating, why did I just dream about?