A.D.D.I.C.T [h.f.t)

21.

I wish someone would come back from the water and break this awkward silence, but then again I want it to be just us two, alone.

"Kyle?"

Kyles PoV-

Fuck.

Why does it have to be so awkward between us, I know we fucked last night and all but I do it like every night, different girl. She knows I don't do friends or whatever it is, she wants us to be. I mean I'm not attracted to her, she is too self conscious for me.

"What?" I snap at her, and I can see she was surprised as she flinched and her eyes went down to her hands. I notice each little detail of what she does, she is someone that I've never even associated myself with before, she's nothing like Raisen.

"Nothing." She says and remains quite. Why the fuck does she do that, I want to know what she was going to say or ask. She actually drives me crazy, fuck. Why do I keep saying 'fuck' ah biscuits. Nah I'll stick to it. Fuck.

I move from laying down flat on my back to laying on my stomach and holding my head with my hands, as I look over at her and tap her until she looks at me. "Tell me." I demand and she shakes her head, so I get closer to her, practically on her towel now and I have my arm on her shoulder. "Please." I plead and she smiles, what's going on. I am so confused.

"What happened last night?"

Fuck, what am I going to say?
I don't really care if I hurt her feelings but Raisen has already warned me to stay away from Emerson.

"We had sex, don't worry it won't happen again ok."

That's a lie. I went back home last night and I wanted to fuck her again, there's something about her that draws me in. She is more fragile than the others and I like that, I like how I can tell her what to do and she does it. Like my own play pet or whatever.

"Uh yeah, so are we friends now?"
"Remember I don't do friends."
"I know, you do girls."
"Correct." I reply and move off of her towel and lay back down on my own.

I'm just glad that she hasn't asked me about what I said last night.